tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49365143929402144882011-09-30T22:43:47.775+08:00Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comBlogger841100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-90936818939786376482011-09-03T13:48:00.000+08:002011-09-03T13:51:23.087+08:00<iframe width="560" height="345" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/1CcQDuuhdXA" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> <br />不确定就别亲吻 <br />感情很容易毁了一个人 <br />一个人若不够狠 <br />爱淡了不离不弃多残忍 <br /> <br />你留下来的垃圾 <br />我一天一天总会丢完的 <br />我甚至真心真意的祝福 <br />永恒在你的身上先发生 <br /> <br />你还是要幸福 <br />你千万不要在招惹别人哭 <br />所有错误从我这里落幕 <br />别跟着我 铭心 刻骨 <br />你还是要幸福 <br />我才能确定我还得很清楚 <br />确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅 <br />明天 开始 这一切都结束 <br /> <br />还我钥匙的备份 <br />我觉得再见可以很单纯 <br />我甚至真心真意的祝福 <br />永恒在你的身上先发生 <br /> <br />你还是要幸福 <br />你千万不要在招惹别人哭 <br />所有错误从我这里落幕 <br />别跟着我 铭心 刻骨 <br />你还是要幸福 <br />我才能确定我还得很清楚 <br />确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅 <br />明天 开始 这一切都结束 <br /> <br />你还是要幸福 <br />你千万不要在招惹别人哭 <br />所有错误从我这里落幕 <br />别跟着我 铭心 刻骨 <br />你如果很幸福 <br />半夜的简讯我就不需回复 <br />因为你的悲喜已经有了 容身之处 <br />我也 能有 <br />最纯粹的孤独 最孤独 的 孤独<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-9093681893978637648?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-66058314928682682302011-09-03T00:16:00.002+08:002011-09-03T00:17:28.641+08:00知道你要去新加坡.. <br />却没勇气和你说.... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />一切小心...玩的开心点... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />记得要去吃火腿鸡.... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />我想你...晚安<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-6605831492868268230?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-16566641521334842952011-09-02T23:46:00.002+08:002011-09-02T23:49:52.159+08:00almost forget the address of my blog... <br />and almost don't remember the existence of this blog.... <br />until everything ends and i trying to recall our memory... <br />i think of this blog..... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />i messed up everything... <br />i am so sorry........ <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />but i am here to tell you.... <br />i miss you so much...... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-1656664152133484295?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-16324954394157016892011-03-30T23:32:00.002+08:002011-03-30T23:54:45.670+08:00snowish...<br />finally opened!:)<br />the business so far run smoothly...<br />although he is too busy to reply my message..<br />but this means he has customers to deal with~<br />is it :) or :(?<br />but we insist to talk everynight..<br />although both of us are exhausted...<br />but we end the day with sweet stories about us..<br />how nice?<br /><br />yea...another :( thing is..<br />there is one.......UNCLE..<br />always kacau me...<br />he made me totally lost my mood to study...<br />can he please F*** off my vision...<br />never ever want to see him but...<br />one day I am in IMU...i still have to:(<br /><br />why i can just think of :( thing to write about..<br />I got an infection....<br />quite a serious one i guess...<br />need to wait for 3 days for examination...<br />I am superr duperr worry right now..<br />hope everything is okay and my body function normal...<br />inflammation cause me feel heaty and going to fall sick i guess...<br /><br />another :( thing to come..<br />my dell lappie is death...<br />not officially as I havent get the chance to contact technician..<br />to see whether it is still have chance to recover or not..<br />but.....so so so .....unlucky:(<br /><br />and.....goodbye my burberry..bag..<br />it flew to china...to have a travel..<br />but it won't come back to me so fast...<br />or forever leaving me...<br />kind of sad as it is my daddy's gift...<br />:(<br /><br /><br />good news is...I am flying to paris in april..<br />aww..quite worry cause I am afraid of plane sickness...<br />but then~~my lovely paris...I MISS YOU~:)excited!<br /><br />:D after every sadness....<br />I will got my OVERNIGHT...WITH WINGS....XXXX soon...<br />hahahahaha...thanks daddy...love you~<br />thank sis peng~you are so goooodd...muaks...<br />cant wait to grab it!<br /><br />overall.... <br /> :)+:( =:/<br />yea....this is life without him...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />miss you ~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-1632495439415701689?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-52436033602782054412011-03-20T19:41:00.004+08:002011-03-20T20:16:47.759+08:00after one month...<div>feel like exhausted..</div><div>I am not like others...</div><div>they are really brilliant~...</div><div>may be they parent fed them a lot DHA and Omega since young...</div><div>i guess so...**</div><div>so i have to put more effort...not really use to be so hardworking...</div><div>you know...I am slacked during a level...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>hmm..as you can see...</div><div>no march photo album...</div><div>quit photographing huh?</div><div>hahaha...life without him...have no point to take photo lorr....==</div><div>really......!bored...</div><div>somemore slowly quit facebook....quit blogging...quit hang-out...</div><div>everyday library library library...</div><div>omg...this is not me!</div><div>but...I start to become the "not-me-person"</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>update bout me &amp; him...</div><div>still sweet...just lack of communication....</div><div>since we are busying for our own business...</div><div>just let you all know....</div><div>his shop at Raja Uda is going to open on saturday ^^...</div><div>yea..this coming saturday...</div><div>it is all about dessert....</div><div>glassjelly ice with taroballs...</div><div>tohua ice with toppings....</div><div>sound familiar??haha..come have a look yourself...</div><div>SNOWISH..the dessert cafe...</div><div>promise it won't disappointed you~:)</div><div><br /></div><div>done with advertisement..:P</div><div>haha...so back to the topic...</div><div>yea...he is super duper busyy..but then...</div><div>it is so touch when he rush back to KL to help me move my house...</div><div>aww...</div><div>what a big suprise when you re so upset doing the moving-house thing alone..</div><div>then received a call from him..</div><div>"I am HERE"...</div><div>yeaa...he is always there when I really need him...</div><div>so warm huh...</div><div>let me show off show off:P...</div><div>that I have such a good hubby...</div><div><br /></div><div>actually I have more to say but then....</div><div>time to study again....><...</div><div>wish him all the best......</div><div>&amp; please come n support kayy...</div><div>may be I will not be around...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>love you always...bye</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5243603360278205441?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-8502516978311997132011-02-21T14:51:00.003+08:002011-02-21T15:00:11.126+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-YLfVTz7_I6s/TWILeQgydrI/AAAAAAAAA40/MPRgU_cZ5Gc/s1600/003.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-YLfVTz7_I6s/TWILeQgydrI/AAAAAAAAA40/MPRgU_cZ5Gc/s320/003.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5576031903094568626" /></a><br /><div>First day in IMU....</div><div>the first thought came out was......</div><div>"oh my god...I need a PAD"...</div><div>not those with wings and overnight~</div><div>I need one with super light weight~</div><div><br /></div><div>It is heavy to carry two laptops around...</div><div>one from kamen...and one is mine...</div><div>planned to stay back after the orientation...</div><div>as kamen house has no internet connection=/...</div><div>but then....I definitely wont bring it to school the next day..</div><div>unless i got a lighter one...</div><div>the ideal one must be IPAD...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>okayy...then nothing much for the dayy...</div><div>just bored...</div><div>if not why am I here blogging...</div><div>=/...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>One hand is enough to count the person that I know today...</div><div>such a failure but you know...</div><div>I am not that type of person who can communicate well...</div><div>I don't have much friends..=/...</div><div>but the first person i met todayy is very nice..</div><div>and pretty...=D..</div><div>hope we can get along well.......</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>that's all for todayy.....</div><div>bye!..</div><div><br /></div><div>p/s: congratulation to miss PEINEE for the good result!</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-850251697831199713?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-82040090965411772022011-02-17T01:10:00.006+08:002011-02-17T01:22:42.606+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-mfGj5VzHqls/TVwGRsddvwI/AAAAAAAAA4k/Cs9Ju0b68pE/s1600/IMG_0362_conew1.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-mfGj5VzHqls/TVwGRsddvwI/AAAAAAAAA4k/Cs9Ju0b68pE/s320/IMG_0362_conew1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574337339840118530" /></a><br />yup...leaving tomorrow...<div>starting my life as a medical student...</div><div>which mean my busy life starts tomorrow...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I promised to myself...</div><div>no matter how hard is it...</div><div>I would never neglect my dear feeling.....</div><div>I know it is hard to maintain a relationship</div><div>if both of us have own dream to chase...</div><div>have no time for each other.....</div><div><br /></div><div>I knew...a doctor life is not easy...</div><div>I am scared...!</div><div>and I know he will be more busy than me.....</div><div>I am so afraid we are lacking of communication..</div><div>and ends up...break up....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I know we might face it one day......</div><div>I will try hard to overcome it.....</div><div>"说好不放手"</div><div>”<img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-LZMVuuGBFcU/TVwGyuX1IgI/AAAAAAAAA4s/XE0uiQEQq9o/s320/IMG_0376_conew1.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574337907289039362" /></div><div><br /></div><div>no matter how hard...you still have to try it...</div><div>lets prove.....</div><div><br /></div><div>our love is strong to face the obstacle!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>请记得当初的感动.....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>永远爱你的老婆上</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8204009096541177202?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-42012104358227803992011-02-03T22:41:00.006+08:002011-02-03T23:12:44.630+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TUq_X8jKCUI/AAAAAAAAA4A/nyMXzhoZY28/s1600/P1120705crop_conew1.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 314px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TUq_X8jKCUI/AAAAAAAAA4A/nyMXzhoZY28/s320/P1120705crop_conew1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569474307308521794" /></a><br /><div><br /></div>happy chinese new year!!<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i was god damn busy before new year...</div><div>was working in my dad office...</div><div>don't look down at me as a little clerk...</div><div>I have helped my daddy to earn more than 10k..</div><div>so proud of my hard work =></div><div><br /></div><div>then...also busy on scholarship application..</div><div>sad case...!few or almost none scholarship sponsor medical students...</div><div>=/.....what for I got such excellent results??...still headache on it...</div><div><br /></div><div>3rd...was busy shopping for new year stuff!</div><div>these years we bought a lotsss!</div><div>OMG...i suggested my mum let out one store room in my house,</div><div>and make it as changing room...dream for it**</div><div>as my house has so many unused rooms...</div><div>and also so many girlsss... </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>forth...was busy helping bby on his business..</div><div>cant help much...=/</div><div>it is going to open soon!...</div><div>all the best to bby....</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TUrB3J40Y7I/AAAAAAAAA4I/Z4zUQqn49Es/s320/P1120858.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569477042488239026" /></div><div>now...suddenly everything have to stop!</div><div>as it is new year time...</div><div>I start to feeling so free...</div><div>but i love NEW YEAR...</div><div>it is time for 3 of us(my sisters and me) to fight for mirror to make up...</div><div>and also fight for nice shoes, nice bags bought by mami...</div><div>it is time for us to take as many nice photos as we can...</div><div>and surprisingly, mami wants to be our photographer this time...</div><div>every morning she helps three of us to put on dress....</div><div>to set our hair...and to make up.....</div><div>then she helps us to take photo....</div><div>haha..she is cute~!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>then..of course..time to take ang pausss..</div><div>today i found out that i received more ang pausss than last year...</div><div>most of my biao ge biao jie have married..=/</div><div>even have children.....</div><div>ooppss...and everyone start to ask....</div><div>"when is your turn??"</div><div>bby....when is our turn???=P</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TUrFjCWdPfI/AAAAAAAAA4Y/WyA1YofNpFQ/s320/P1120644.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569481094914194930" /></div><div>I did mention in facebook about 2 sad things i dislike this new year....</div><div>first......is about my grandma....</div><div>she doesnt want to follow us back to kampung this year....=(</div><div>i wish so much tht she can follow us...</div><div>I can even carry her on back as long as she agree...</div><div><br /></div><div>second.....i cant see him tonight=(......</div><div>no choice.........still baby to mum....</div><div>have to follow the rule!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>ooh...new year new year.......</div><div>i'm <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">♥-ing it</span></div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4201210435822780399?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-26951927241699222982011-01-24T10:02:00.001+08:002011-01-24T10:07:14.659+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TTzeYHCqRQI/AAAAAAAAA34/0QpmLrYulDU/s1600/P1120419_conew1.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 180px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TTzeYHCqRQI/AAAAAAAAA34/0QpmLrYulDU/s320/P1120419_conew1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565567745311524098" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div>woohoo!...I am lucky once again~=D</div><div>good job jaye........</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>please call me Dr. Tan....^^</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>p/s: thanks bby..love you so much</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-2695192724169922298?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-46774956944641684622011-01-23T19:16:00.003+08:002011-01-23T20:50:07.218+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TTwidlEJ33I/AAAAAAAAA3o/Rnov2pCBTv4/s1600/P1120424.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TTwidlEJ33I/AAAAAAAAA3o/Rnov2pCBTv4/s320/P1120424.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565361131084177266" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div>如果可以一直这样和他们呆在一起......</div><div>那就好了.....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TTwjoiyhlpI/AAAAAAAAA3w/yiCMB6w4EFA/s320/P1120385_conew1.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 180px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565362418963551890" /></div><div><br /></div><div>我不想我不想不想长大...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4677495694464168462?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-49568658526817767542011-01-03T10:23:00.002+08:002011-01-03T10:25:15.793+08:00I lazy to continue the previos post =P....<br /><br /><br /><br />HAPPY BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS &amp; HAPPY NEW YEAR><<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />such a failure.....<br />cause I missed 2010 merry christmas &amp; 2011 new year......<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />next year...I promised myself I will make my day better....=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4956865852681776754?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-21649159228089336442010-12-28T12:03:00.003+08:002010-12-28T12:31:52.715+08:00just a few days pass...<div>feel like I have grown up a lot...</div><div>much more independent..</div><div>more mature thinking....</div><div>and stronger!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>from young age...</div><div>to be frank...everyone likes me...XD</div><div>I am youngest little princess at home...</div><div>always protected under parent's arm...</div><div>and my petite size and baby face..always create a misunderstanding..</div><div>that I am always a child....never grew up...</div><div>actually I love the feeling of being protected...you know..</div><div>girls like security...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>after SPM...to further my tertiary studies..</div><div>I knew what my interest at...but I knew nothing about FUTURE and REALITY...</div><div>I wish to study animation at first...as I love watching disney movie..</div><div>perhaps one day I will have this chance to work in disney land..woohoo..!</div><div>excited...but really impracticable..</div><div>then..my second choice was to be forensic scientist..</div><div>i admitted that I watched too much of hong kong episode...</div><div>lol...too famous at that time...</div><div>but only US offered the course..unfortunately...</div><div>if malaysia do have this course..perhaps I am a forensic scientist now!</div><div>then my third choice...mass communication...</div><div>**shy**..frankly..I am creative...ha!</div><div>I like to plan or organise an event..a party...an activity or even any ceremony...</div><div>as no one offered any suggestion and help to me..including my sisters=(</div><div>plus! I am still unsure about the future..</div><div>I went into HELP UNIVERSITY COLLEGE to study foundation~!</div><div><br /></div><div>during the year...</div><div>I experienced a lot that I never been through...</div><div>loneliness..helpless..aimless...</div><div>all my bestie from secondary school are away from me..</div><div>and foundation in art...I feel nothing challenging...</div><div>everyday was like woke up...study...assignment....chatting msn.....sleep...</div><div>the next day doing the same thing all over again...</div><div>after completed the whole course..</div><div>I have no strength to continue anymore..</div><div>I need some changes in my life...</div><div>I felt like I am not serious at all about my future..</div><div>what do I really need and what the society need me??</div><div><br /></div><div>to be continued~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-2164915922808933644?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-37864478773753736602010-12-23T23:23:00.002+08:002010-12-23T23:44:01.122+08:0023 december 2010..<div>I received a package from IMU...</div><div>at first I dare not to open it...</div><div>from the out look...it seems like a booklet or some documents..</div><div>perhaps...confirmation letter??</div><div>or...just useless brochure...</div><div><br /></div><div>let's check out...</div><div>a letter titled "conditional offer of admission"..</div><div>I only know confirmation offer letter..</div><div>I don't know what's mean by that...</div><div>but I was very excited as...I knew I have been accepted..</div><div>continued to read...</div><div>hmm.....ya...great news...IMU offered me a place...</div><div>that's mean...I am nearer to the dream of becoming DOCTOR TAN...</div><div><br /></div><div>but then...it means more...</div><div>stress come after...</div><div>financial is a big problem..</div><div>by 30th dec..have to pay a big amount ady...</div><div>where to get this amount of money????</div><div>=(...</div><div><br /></div><div>I am so sorry that my own dream have burden my whole family...</div><div>The problem is I cant do anything..</div><div>if i can apply for loan..I will definitely go for it..</div><div>but I am not the excellent student...I cant speak well...</div><div>I am not active in co-curriculum..</div><div>how can i compete with others to get scholarship...</div><div>somemore...my family is not consider as the "poor" one ...</div><div>even apply for loan...not necessary will get it......</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>blame is useless...</div><div>have to work for it...</div><div>I seriously hate google engine actually..</div><div>when search for something...</div><div>all rubbish come out...</div><div>wasting my time to filter what is useful....</div><div>and I seriously cannot focus on pc...</div><div>it makes me feel headache...</div><div><br /></div><div>my do-to-list...</div><div>1.wait for daddy to come back...he is out-station</div><div>2.wait for any scholarship and loan...I cant search any in this period of time</div><div>3.looking for a small room near IMU...time to move...</div><div>4.install photoshop...I need to learn it badly...</div><div>5.go to borders...I need a bookstore here!</div><div>6.settle my IMU fees.....=(</div><div>7.wait for my ielts result and a lvl...if i dont pass either...I dunno what should I do...</div><div>8.sleep!I am tired~=(</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I always thought once I being offered...I will feel excited..</div><div>but it is wrong...I feel stress......I feel sad............</div><div>I need to work hard...!!!!</div><div>haih....</div><div>jia you myself~!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3786447877375373660?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-44877938997710338602010-12-22T01:22:00.003+08:002010-12-22T01:54:14.396+08:00bby kept ask me to update my blog...<div>but I really have no time with it=)...</div><div>you know blogging really takes time??</div><div><br /></div><div>and also...you need to have the inspiration to do so...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>hmm...</div><div>I just done with my ielts test...</div><div>nothing much to talk about that...</div><div>just pray hard for me....I need minimal 6.5 to be accepted by IMU...</div><div>hate the feeling of waiting...now I am like a 无业游民...=(</div><div>not belongs to any school yet...=(...</div><div>seriously hate the feeling...</div><div><br /></div><div>Although I am having a long holiday...</div><div>but I am so busy...</div><div>hmmm...perhaps I have give myself a lot of targets to be achieved...</div><div>to be frank...I prefer busier life...</div><div>tomorrow I am going to do something embarrassing...</div><div>going to visit all clinics in the town...</div><div>to ask for a job...</div><div>the chance is low but...at least I have tried....right?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>and now I am learning photoshop...</div><div>try to learn from internet.....</div><div>but it is hard...=(...I am sucks at photoshop~!</div><div>lol.....trying my best to learn it as soon as possible...</div><div>as I have a project..have to be done within a month~</div><div>this is the only thing I can do for eu~....=(...</div><div>and actually I want to prove to eu...I can at least do something....</div><div>I want to do something.............=(</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>okay....back to work.....</div><div>have no mood to write anymore.....lol</div><div>bye bye~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4487793899771033860?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-49090219220582060552010-12-07T20:17:00.010+08:002010-12-07T23:10:10.370+08:00whAt a girl do when sHe is BOred?<br />hmm......let's see.....<br /><br /><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TP4xZ8EGkOI/AAAAAAAAA20/x9rEj-2pU_o/s320/IMG_0334.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547926112656855266" /><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TP5N5TCfGZI/AAAAAAAAA3c/vwz3LLclOE8/s320/IMG_0337.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547957437725612434" /><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TP5NX04LYlI/AAAAAAAAA3U/4gUVm9c_0b8/s320/IMG_0339.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547956862693630546" /><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TP5K9_09CBI/AAAAAAAAA3M/OuomOQUNvT0/s320/IMG_0340.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547954219933042706" /><div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TP5EnukZAZI/AAAAAAAAA3E/GAJRof5CJv0/s320/IMG_0343.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547947240273281426" /></div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TP4_LwQT-KI/AAAAAAAAA28/e5XbXD_efNk/s320/IMG_0346.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547941262131460258" /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>stupid I know...but...it is fun....!</div></div><div><br /></div><div>I should back to my revision now.....bye guys T.T</div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4909021922058206055?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-47968577382356457412010-12-06T14:46:00.000+08:002010-12-06T14:47:00.952+08:00=(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4796857738235645741?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-51595983903465681502010-12-04T21:57:00.002+08:002010-12-04T22:01:09.131+08:00officially announce I am in penang right now~<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />and today.....another month-sary<br />it is 4 dec..!<br />our love growing strong.....XD<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />love you...bby..<br />happpy monthsary to us~!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5159598390346568150?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-65869031594813452292010-12-03T18:28:00.011+08:002010-12-03T19:31:53.994+08:00I am not suppose to post anything here...<br />sorry for all the hidden words....<br />and just ignore it~<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjLxZAqFUI/AAAAAAAAA0o/TqhSzyCXH6Y/s320/IMG_0241.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546406990494438722" /><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjMIP1O9qI/AAAAAAAAA0w/dvz9WcDQ-Jw/s320/IMG_0244.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546407383167596194" /><div>just had my brunch in hard rock ..<br />as a opening ceremony for his ******** ****<br /></div></div><div><br /></div><div>went to Rock shop before that and I got my new interest now...</div><div>the baby tee is damn cute~!...</div><div>I want to make a collection of baby tee...!!</div><div>it is kind of wasting $$ as I am not going to have baby yet...</div><div>same as my sisters...</div><div>but I just cant wait until the day we all got married...</div><div>please.......I want it so so much.....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjM9KDiq3I/AAAAAAAAA04/wLXk4_MDXnU/s320/IMG_0240.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546408292150061938" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjM9lpVn7I/AAAAAAAAA1A/EKb6L4XiVA0/s1600/IMG_0243.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjM9lpVn7I/AAAAAAAAA1A/EKb6L4XiVA0/s320/IMG_0243.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546408299556347826" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a></div><div>back to hard rock pizzeria...</div><div>a nice dining place...</div><div>pretty comfortable with sea view and sunshine...</div><div>and best latte I ever tried...~</div><div>but the pasta is just normal..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjPSDNfM2I/AAAAAAAAA1I/5sPD2qZdbag/s1600/IMG_0259.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjPSDNfM2I/AAAAAAAAA1I/5sPD2qZdbag/s320/IMG_0259.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546410850113237858" style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a>caramel latte</div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjPSDNfM2I/AAAAAAAAA1I/5sPD2qZdbag/s1600/IMG_0259.jpg"></a><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjPScQ7vTI/AAAAAAAAA1Q/zA2GmaVOCWE/s320/IMG_0260.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546410856838577458" style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " />stella artois</div><div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjPS6LE8AI/AAAAAAAAA1Y/e2lyrNNLLRY/s320/IMG_0261.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546410864867078146" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " />starter: salad</div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjQhovSW1I/AAAAAAAAA1o/tLcPrgghRfA/s1600/IMG_0264.jpg"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjQhovSW1I/AAAAAAAAA1o/tLcPrgghRfA/s320/IMG_0264.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546412217396779858" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a> Spaghetti with lamb ragout</div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjQhZXWwEI/AAAAAAAAA1g/Sjr-J2Ddfo8/s1600/IMG_0263.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjQhZXWwEI/AAAAAAAAA1g/Sjr-J2Ddfo8/s320/IMG_0263.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546412213269872706" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a>Fettuccine XXX(have forgotten)</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I miss the day in singapore hard rock...</div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjSfKDHZMI/AAAAAAAAA1w/jn89F1Lxl04/s1600/P1050379.JPG"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjSfKDHZMI/AAAAAAAAA1w/jn89F1Lxl04/s320/P1050379.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546414373821965506" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjS-JzZmxI/AAAAAAAAA14/fhPB8fP-ZUE/s1600/IMG_0251.jpg"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjS-JzZmxI/AAAAAAAAA14/fhPB8fP-ZUE/s320/IMG_0251.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546414906331994898" style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a></div><div>and to bby~...</div><div>congratulation to you...</div><div>you know what I mean...</div><div><br /></div><div>ROCK HARD!</div><div>have a nice day~!</div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TPjPSDNfM2I/AAAAAAAAA1I/5sPD2qZdbag/s1600/IMG_0259.jpg"></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-6586903159481345229?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-141451033659853722010-12-02T14:27:00.002+08:002010-12-02T15:30:42.879+08:00people do complain me about my blog...<div>I am always in sorrow...</div><div>my blog is full of sadness..</div><div>and I am dissatisfy of my life...</div><div>why do I seem so emo when every time they read my post.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>actually it is not what it seems to be...</div><div>just I am only in the mood to post while I am down...</div><div>I am still the "cheerful little girl" that you guys knew...</div><div>and it is always to be..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>IT IS DECEMBER NOW~!!!</div><div>people start planning for their Christmas party~!</div><div>I read quite a few of blogs..</div><div>everyone is in holiday mood...</div><div>I am also in holiday but I am totally in contrast...</div><div>I don't have the "woohoo...let's go for a trip~let's go party" thoughts...</div><div>I wish I would have little...==</div><div>I am god damn busy now!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>my time running fast...</div><div>ielts is coming and this is what I focus right now...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>about me and him....</div><div>we are close yet far...</div><div>i mean the real distance...lol~</div><div>I am just sitting beside him some time..</div><div>but we totally focus on different thing...</div><div>and just not talking for hours...</div><div>I guess this will continue until.........................</div><div>JULY may be?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>seriously...I prefer busier life than simple one...</div><div>at least I feel alive...</div><div>haha...nope...</div><div>meaningful life~!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>changes/challenges are coming and I am ready for it~!</div><div>2011....it will be wonderful year...</div><div>as I am 21 soon~!</div><div>please call me adult..XD</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-14145103365985372?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-46207103891034045642010-11-19T23:50:00.003+08:002010-11-20T00:04:18.123+08:00dear blog....<br />I am here again...<br />very helpless...<br /><br /><br />I cant say to anyone...<br />I have no one to talk to....<br />have no one to help me........<br /><br /><br />I make myself busy..<br />because once I stop...<br />I cant hold my tears......<br /><br /><br /><br />why....everytime must done this to me...<br />I am not that strong to handle this....<br />no one can help...<br />even aunty cant help me.......<br />even rickho cant help me............<br />whoelse in this world?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I know I am stupid...<br />my mum always said...<br />I should take care myself more...<br />I wouldn't know my future...<br />may have changes....<br />I don't have to give out everything........<br /><br />but.....<br />I thought........<br />付出了...一定会有代价......<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I am a fool....deeply hurt again and again.............<br />don't ask for my forgiveness...<br />you know I will...<br />but...<br />you will never know how hurt is it.....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I have learned how to keep it to myself...<br />I have learned how to hold my tears...<br />I have learned how to cry silently...<br /><br />but....<br />I duno how to let it go...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4620710389103404564?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-81046842072690974572010-11-16T21:29:00.003+08:002010-11-16T21:43:11.938+08:00<div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TOKIVjFBB5I/AAAAAAAAA0g/MEre6GzdWUQ/s1600/IMG_0925.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TOKIVjFBB5I/AAAAAAAAA0g/MEre6GzdWUQ/s320/IMG_0925.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5540140395394041746" /></a></div><br /><div>last photo taken yesterday...</div><div><br /></div><div>miss him damn much....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>hey a-level....good bye~!</div><div>I don't have sense of relieve...</div><div>yet..I am happy I don't have to face exam anymore in short period of time...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>MY DEGREE YEAR IS COMING~!</div><div>I WILL BE A UNIVERSITY STUDENT SOON~</div><div>please congrats me...woohoo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>bears, thanks for being my best company during my pre-U time...</div><div>specially to eugenie..wanying..zetong...</div><div>heart you guyss..</div><div>you guys are my bestie forever...</div><div>don't ever try to forget hua jie ya~!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>looking forward to the trip MELAKA!</div><div>the last gathering I guess...</div><div>we are having pool PARTY!!</div><div>of course no sexy bikini...(unless hui hui is gonna wear it XD)</div><div>but lets enjoy our last gathering....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8104684207269097457?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-59591855806926458402010-11-14T20:27:00.008+08:002010-11-14T21:30:05.446+08:00looking back november post..<br />wondering why all were sad cases...<br />today going to post something joyful..<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>" A little date with bby at penang "</b></span><br /><br />believe or not...<br />we hardly go for a date..<br />I guess in the future, the chance to date him will become pretty rare...<br />we were too busy for our own work...<br /><br />finally, we got this chance,<br />I would like to thank eugenie toh yi them..<br />because I have to explore penang road before you guys coming.<br />meanwhile, we went to beach to take some photo~!<br /><br /><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_a0Ku8zoI/AAAAAAAAAzo/Ol6Ff2s92QU/s320/IMG_0828.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539386656458329730" /><br /><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_a0lbz7LI/AAAAAAAAAzw/pOMJlYoVdDw/s320/IMG_0825.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539386663625813170" /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_cAEGrDeI/AAAAAAAAAz4/cAl1aRsMxZo/s1600/IMG_0835.JPG"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_cAEGrDeI/AAAAAAAAAz4/cAl1aRsMxZo/s320/IMG_0835.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539387960348839394" style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a></div><div>we went to the ship, but we both don't like it..<br />in penang, not much choice for us..<br />we both missed brussels cafe in KL...</div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_c30C5ZlI/AAAAAAAAA0A/SZO50QyL-zA/s1600/IMG_0853.JPG"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_c30C5ZlI/AAAAAAAAA0A/SZO50QyL-zA/s320/IMG_0853.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539388918110709330" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a></div><div>the Escargots~!the best we can ever find in the ship..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_evj73tHI/AAAAAAAAA0I/8KopsAoEQSk/s1600/IMG_0900.JPG"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_evj73tHI/AAAAAAAAA0I/8KopsAoEQSk/s320/IMG_0900.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539390975370572914" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><br />The beach was pretty comfortable.<br />but the sun was too bright..<br />I always want to date at some places like this...<br />instead of shopping mall...(not much choice in KL~!!)<br />but..we just spend little time over there,<br /><div>then heading to gurney for a movie...</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_iI4BaA3I/AAAAAAAAA0Q/Plr2YS_13qA/s1600/IMG_0908.JPG"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_iI4BaA3I/AAAAAAAAA0Q/Plr2YS_13qA/s320/IMG_0908.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539394708794114930" style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a></div><div>why would I say he is so busy??</div><div>we got one hour break before the movie...</div><div>he went back to car to continue his business...</div><div>I got nothing to do, so I uploaded photo into netbook...</div><div>and of course, snapped!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>"skyline" ruined my day..=(</div><div>kept holding my tear after the movie..</div><div>I hate this kind of movie, but no choice,</div><div>it is his favourite~!</div><div><br /></div><div>suppose to meet his mum at gurney after the movie,</div><div>but i was rushing home..so sowie..</div><div><br /></div><div>A date ended like that...</div><div>not special but....</div><div>I appreciate the moment to be with him...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >you gave me the back to rely on..</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >i'll give my support from behind...</span></b></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TN_i9rCnNqI/AAAAAAAAA0Y/76JBaVjMtbE/s320/IMG_0882.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539395615842580130" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 194px; " /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5959185580692645840?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-23515986208157264522010-11-11T17:47:00.001+08:002010-11-11T17:47:51.385+08:00代价只是一句...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />傻瓜<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-2351598620815726452?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-69754609690044477202010-11-10T21:45:00.003+08:002010-11-10T21:54:30.334+08:00一肚子的冤屈...卡在喉咙...<div>一肚子的泪水...卡在眼睛...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我很伤心....但谁在乎？？</div><div>谁在乎我跟妈妈吵架...我很伤心...</div><div>谁在乎我考试考到很差...我很难过.....</div><div>谁在乎我背地里一直被人家说三道四...........</div><div>谁在乎我很多选择都是逼不得已.....</div><div>谁在乎我在乎的人开不开心......</div><div>谁在乎我一直都是委屈自己................</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><div>我不知道自己一辈子在奋斗什么..</div><div>奋斗如何让爸爸妈妈都开心...</div><div>奋斗如何让他也开心....</div><div>只要大家都开心....我没什么想要的了...</div><div><br /></div><div><div><br /><br /></div><div>我自己很清楚我在干什么....</div><div>我只是想让大家都开心....</div><div>但是.....每次到头来....大家都对我很失望..........</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我知道我没用...没大志...</div><div>没志气...没想法....</div></div><div>我只想有个家～</div><div>我只渴望一个家......</div><div>我要保护我自己的家人....</div><div>委屈自己那么一点算什么？？？</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>骂我吧！全部都来骂我吧.......</div><div>反正没有人在乎了....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-6975460969004447720?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-62262601092871020232010-11-05T16:45:00.005+08:002010-11-05T17:09:07.477+08:00aww...I am so excited right now...<div>finally I got a new toy from mami~XD</div><div>thx mami....thx brother ...</div><div>i love you guys sho sho much...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>deng deng deng....presenting now...</div><div>my new babe...</div><div>CANON..</div><div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TNPHX2xH1AI/AAAAAAAAAzg/KicroQG_NbQ/s320/IMG_0522.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5535987579620938754" /></div><div><br /></div><div>and it is GOLD...</div><div>no more black..silver or grey for me...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TNPHXPpPIfI/AAAAAAAAAzQ/U7Nda_C3Aj8/s320/IMG_0531.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5535987569118880242" /></div><div>I love my brother so much...</div><div>he treated me the best~</div><div>this is the gift he gave to me~</div><div>so sweet~appreciate his love...</div><div><br /></div><div>I seldom post a photo of mine since I curly my hair...</div><div>I duno what to do with it as It is so messy...</div><div>I want to straighten it back soon but..</div><div>it will make my hair worse...</div><div>I have no mami in KL to help me comb my hair everyday..</div><div>=(....</div><div>anyway...I will start to use my new babe...</div><div>recently my look is terrible..</div><div>need put some make up to make my eye look better...</div><div>will sleep early starting today..</div><div>if not cant take a photo of mine by using babe ady...XD</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>babe babe babe ...wooooXD</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-6226260109287102023?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-54561101695314456902010-11-04T12:24:00.002+08:002010-11-04T12:31:55.098+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" >不喜欢怀疑什么...</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >并不表示我没有感受...</span></div><div>看你微妙的变化..慢慢不同...</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我不是生气,只是心痛...</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >最讨厌被误会了..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >但越解释越觉得难过..</span></div><div>你可以说人会变...</div><div>但不能说..</div><div>你会这么做...是我的错......</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>哭过就好了...</div><div>伤都会好的...</div><div>这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍....</div><div>爱是为了拥抱为了牵手..</div><div>不是为了争吵..为了掉头...</div><div><br /></div><div>哭过就好了</div><div>痛都会走的...</div><div>记忆有限所以他会淘汰坏的...</div><div>失眠听歌..想念虽然苦涩...</div><div>还是谢谢你让我长大了....</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5456110169531445690?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-32256269869494525502010-11-04T12:06:00.002+08:002010-11-04T12:08:38.587+08:00今天像个傻瓜一样...<div><br /></div><div>到处问人家,你懂我的娃娃在那里吗？</div><div>我的娃娃在那里呀？</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>她在别人家里.....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>傻瓜明白...</div><div>很痛心....</div><div>哭得很安静～</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3225626986949452550?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-60544834960491327172010-11-04T00:39:00.002+08:002010-11-04T01:05:51.714+08:00I always come here...when I am in sorrow...<div>even I write nothing...</div><div>but, just looked at the page...</div><div>I have implanted all my sadness inside...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>tonight...</div><div>I am here again...</div><div>wordless....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-6054483496049132717?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-79512316636556695992010-10-23T21:54:00.003+08:002010-10-23T22:22:54.918+08:00“小孩子，在KL驾车很危险的啊！”<div>“小孩子，出来工作不简单啊，你读书容易很多”</div><div>“小孩子，你以为做生意容易啊...”</div><div><br /></div><div>我常听大人对我说这些话，</div><div>我认同，我相信，我同意...</div><div>我才活了二十年，他们活了五十年，</div><div>我很肯定他们的经验，远比我的多很多，</div><div>他们吃盐确实多过我吃饭。</div><div>我现在所作的错误，大人们以前肯定也做过，</div><div>所以大人警惕我，我很感谢...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>但是我不喜欢听，"这个事情很难的啊，你以为容易丫，不要想了啦！”</div><div>我懂不简单，我也害怕我会失败，</div><div>但不代表我要放弃。</div><div>我会努力，做出成果来，如果真的跌到了，这是我人生中一个污点，</div><div>但肯定也是我人生中的经验。</div><div>我一定可以从这些中成长，我一定可以克服困难。</div><div>我需要的只是一个机会，</div><div>一个从小孩子变大人的机会，</div><div>我没钱没房没车，有的只有梦想。</div><div>如果我没有这个机会，</div><div>我永远只会活在二十岁，被受保护的年龄。</div><div>如果我没这个机会，我什么都不会懂，不敢往上爬，</div><div>可能养孩子都没办法。</div><div>如果我没有这个机会，</div><div>我就无法走出我的梦想，永远当你的孩子。</div><div><br /></div><div>我受了一点的挫折，</div><div>但没有关系，</div><div>我会动动脑筋，想想办法，一定会继续大人们所谓的，</div><div>“不可能的任务”</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我不是个平凡的孩子，</div><div>因为我有个不平凡的梦想</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>加油....孩子们...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-7951231663655669599?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-8035965179810080792010-10-23T20:22:00.007+08:002010-10-23T20:35:37.499+08:00A little break after studyyysss...<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLV4HbY7uI/AAAAAAAAAzI/pbfecBwevYw/s1600/Snapshot_20101023_1.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531218452407709410" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLV4HbY7uI/AAAAAAAAAzI/pbfecBwevYw/s320/Snapshot_20101023_1.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLVtcB7v7I/AAAAAAAAAzA/x1ux1ogk_mQ/s1600/Snapshot_20101023_2.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531218268959522738" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLVtcB7v7I/AAAAAAAAAzA/x1ux1ogk_mQ/s320/Snapshot_20101023_2.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLVgfn38pI/AAAAAAAAAy4/Rcup1mBongQ/s1600/Snapshot_20101023_6.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531218046585664146" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLVgfn38pI/AAAAAAAAAy4/Rcup1mBongQ/s320/Snapshot_20101023_6.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLVOecs_VI/AAAAAAAAAyw/lS_da5FNJ90/s1600/Snapshot_20101023_9.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531217737032727890" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLVOecs_VI/AAAAAAAAAyw/lS_da5FNJ90/s320/Snapshot_20101023_9.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLVDBSqCJI/AAAAAAAAAyo/9_NZ16pnviM/s1600/Snapshot_20101023_13.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531217540227401874" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLVDBSqCJI/AAAAAAAAAyo/9_NZ16pnviM/s320/Snapshot_20101023_13.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><br />and of course...the far far away one...<br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLUwBIcAtI/AAAAAAAAAyg/FAQKHLP8NFw/s1600/sister.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531217213767025362" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TMLUwBIcAtI/AAAAAAAAAyg/FAQKHLP8NFw/s320/sister.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-803596517981008079?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-37101983872779151652010-10-16T22:37:00.010+08:002010-10-16T23:40:57.028+08:00i did this for her...my pretty mum...<br /><div> <a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnAo0NlIGI/AAAAAAAAAxw/w3afpVwFncc/s1600/P1060966.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 180px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528661825016897634" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnAo0NlIGI/AAAAAAAAAxw/w3afpVwFncc/s320/P1060966.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnGpIrAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyQ/-M3XG2-kXLc/s1600/DSCF4342.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528668427578769410" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnGpIrAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyQ/-M3XG2-kXLc/s320/DSCF4342.JPG" /></a><br /><div><div><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnF4SKObmI/AAAAAAAAAyI/cOBGHZ-blao/s1600/P1070018.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 180px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528667588312067682" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnF4SKObmI/AAAAAAAAAyI/cOBGHZ-blao/s320/P1070018.JPG" /></a><br /> <a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLm_PPX6LHI/AAAAAAAAAxo/8R2csGLcIQ8/s1600/DSCF4308.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528660286119750770" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLm_PPX6LHI/AAAAAAAAAxo/8R2csGLcIQ8/s320/DSCF4308.JPG" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnEWiMXL3I/AAAAAAAAAyA/G7vbWCxuqFo/s1600/P1070008.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 180px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528665908988817266" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnEWiMXL3I/AAAAAAAAAyA/G7vbWCxuqFo/s320/P1070008.JPG" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnG-7T7XmI/AAAAAAAAAyY/QCgwjXszTSA/s1600/DSCF4343.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528668801949458018" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnG-7T7XmI/AAAAAAAAAyY/QCgwjXszTSA/s320/DSCF4343.JPG" /></a></div><br /><div><br /></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnDIqQYoiI/AAAAAAAAAx4/Zb5oco3VJJ8/s1600/P1060961.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 180px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528664571123376674" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLnDIqQYoiI/AAAAAAAAAx4/Zb5oco3VJJ8/s320/P1060961.JPG" /></a><br /><div><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLm-KH2dNpI/AAAAAAAAAxg/EiZpBNKKVtI/s1600/DSCF4305.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528659098689418898" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLm-KH2dNpI/AAAAAAAAAxg/EiZpBNKKVtI/s320/DSCF4305.JPG" /></a> </div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3710198387277915165?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-90448981651040764812010-10-13T11:56:00.006+08:002010-10-13T12:42:31.391+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLU2zNVbDDI/AAAAAAAAAxY/d7qx1obfxoc/s1600/DSC04713.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLU2zNVbDDI/AAAAAAAAAxY/d7qx1obfxoc/s320/DSC04713.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527384371047894066" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />feeling not very well...<br />headache...and feel like to vomit...<br />everything around me like keep turning around~<br /><br />i wonder is this cause drunk??<br />i went to drink last night with bby...<br />we went to the famous brussels cafe at jaya one...<br />i love the beer cafe...<br /><div>very much...</div><div>no word to describe...</div><div>go try yourself...</div><div><br /></div><div>we ordered...</div><div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLUzmXdNsVI/AAAAAAAAAwo/Rl6gHpn4NX4/s320/blackthorn_apple_cider.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 110px; height: 150px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527380851891745106" /></div><div>blackthorn cider..this is strongly recommend for girls...</div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLU0RheRipI/AAAAAAAAAxA/LVeB-n71DBo/s320/leffe_brune_draft.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 110px; height: 150px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527381593314921106" /></div><div>Leffe Brune Draft..this is disgusting..iak...but he loves it very much...</div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLUzmm1LayI/AAAAAAAAAww/7REO07qzhxI/s320/Franziskaner_Dunkel-Draught.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 110px; height: 150px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527380856018791202" /></div><div>Franziskaner Hefe..this is not bad too...but i prefer cider...</div><div><br /></div><div>and a lemon vodka...I duno what's call..the waiter recommended to me as he knew I love lemon~</div><div><br /></div><div>and the food was amazing.....</div><div>we just ordered some beer foodS...</div><div>Brussels Bacon Strip </div><div>pork knuckle!!</div><div>and fried mushroom~</div><div>i cant find any photo of these...if not..</div><div>i guess you all will start drooling ady~</div><div>yummy~</div><div>next time we are going to try the mussel~...</div><div>but no more beer for me...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Last night I vomited...after drinking beer...</div><div>I wasn't sure that I have drunk..</div><div>as I dun even feel excited or high</div><div>I just feeling very not well...</div><div>just like plane sickness...</div><div>=(...</div><div>i hate drink...hate drunk....no more drinks for me...</div><div>better order juices next time..</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLUwnJ3YhjI/AAAAAAAAAwg/AxponMiETiU/s320/DSC04676.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527377566888396338" /></div><div>I miss my home...going to celebrate my mummy birthday this time...</div><div>going home tomorrow...</div><div>BUt...</div><div>i feel very....strange...</div><div>i watch the video of 101010 accident...</div><div>it scared me...</div><div>I dun feel like to drive home...</div><div>so insecure...</div><div>=(</div><div>but I wanna go home...I miss home....</div><div>and i miss my home wardrobe..</div><div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLU2yng0lLI/AAAAAAAAAxI/BpD-GGkAogo/s320/DSC04647.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527384360895157426" /></div><div>i wanna move it to KL ady~=D..</div><div>as I gonna have my own wardrobe soon~!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>a-level....</div><div>goodbye~</div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TLU2y1m2BiI/AAAAAAAAAxQ/V8FoBmSQJtI/s320/DSC04653.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527384364678514210" style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-9044898165104076481?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-69440448338955344732010-10-12T12:42:00.002+08:002010-10-12T12:44:18.758+08:00我好幸福哟！！！<br /><br /><br /><br />坐在starbucks...<br />来一杯最爱的mango passion....<br />上上网....<br />做做功课.......<br />最幸福的是....<br /><br />可以看到遥远的bby在对面工作着.....<br /><br /><br /><br />好幸福好幸福！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-6944044833895534473?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-55916470329281498452010-10-08T00:56:00.004+08:002010-10-08T01:48:05.122+08:00http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/tzu-rou/<div><br /></div><div>我刚刚把这部落的所有帖子给读完了，</div><div>我边读，边把眼泪给吞进喉咙里。</div><div>我讨厌哭，讨厌自己那么爱哭..</div><div>但我没法子不哭...</div><div>这感觉就像是在看一公升的眼泪一样...</div><div>眼泪很自动的流出..</div><div>而我一直吞一直吞...</div><div>肚子里全都是泪水....</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.6px; "><div>我是一个超级无敌怕痛的家伙...</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.6px; ">我只是轻轻的被压到一下下...</span></div></span></div><div>就会大喊大叫...</div><div>要bby亲亲....</div><div>我才罢休...</div><div>而每个月受的经痛....</div><div>我就已经无法忍受～</div><div>在想...一个宝宝可以忍受的比我这二十岁的女人还多得很...</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TK4BR992oRI/AAAAAAAAAwY/qkGqeeHEbYU/s320/ap_F23_20090504030431353.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 200px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5525355201033576722" /></div><div>子柔...</div><div>从妈咪肚子里生出来以后..</div><div>就得了癌症...（神经胶母细胞瘤）</div><div>从三颗像被蚊子叮一样大小的小瘤...</div><div>到全身骨头脑子里都长满了肿瘤....</div><div>一出生就要抽血..抽骨髓..切肿瘤样本..</div><div>要打强心针来维持生命....</div><div>才满月...就要化疗....</div><div>她的脑塞得满满得都是肿瘤....</div><div>头上救命的引流管因为被阻塞..</div><div>必须拆除...从引流管流出来的...</div><div>竟然是脑组织...T.T</div><div><br /></div><div>无法想象她到底有多痛...</div><div>全身都在折磨她...</div><div>她是如何活这七个月的....</div><div>很为她感到心疼...心痛........</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>如果换着是我...</div><div>我肯定怨天怨地...</div><div>每天哭得七里扒拉...</div><div>要生要死...</div><div>自杀算了...</div><div>都活得那么辛苦..</div><div><br /></div><div>但孩子求生的意识好强好强...</div><div>带着一生的痛活了七个月</div><div>连宝宝都可以做到的....</div><div>我应该要更勇敢一些....</div><div>不要怕跌倒...不要怕痛...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>没什么比健健康康的活着...还要更幸福更重要了....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5591647032928149845?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-9583024263629530582010-10-05T14:56:00.003+08:002010-10-05T15:00:22.172+08:00got a silly dream last night...<div>I am pregnant!!!</div><div>woohoo.....</div><div>I was so excited and the first thing i did is went online...</div><div>facebook the news....</div><div><br /></div><div>lol..n my mum got the news thru facebook too...</div><div>but i forget wht's her reaction...</div><div>okay....the whole world knew I got pregnant ady..</div><div>she cant do anything too...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>but...it is just a silly dream....</div><div>back to reality...</div><div>I am still a student...</div><div>no income..</div><div>not yet husband..</div><div>no family...</div><div>lol......</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>haih......</div><div>just a dream....</div><div>wake up jaye...</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-958302426362953058?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-29989508108058795862010-10-01T10:19:00.002+08:002010-10-01T10:28:56.134+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TKVGX_vwx6I/AAAAAAAAAwQ/-P04JDkiDmI/s1600/Photo+on+2010-10-01+at+10.21+%232.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TKVGX_vwx6I/AAAAAAAAAwQ/-P04JDkiDmI/s320/Photo+on+2010-10-01+at+10.21+%232.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5522897896102479778" /></a><div><br /></div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TKVGXw_d1HI/AAAAAAAAAwI/JeCFKbeC8-U/s1600/Photo+on+2010-10-01+at+10.21.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TKVGXw_d1HI/AAAAAAAAAwI/JeCFKbeC8-U/s320/Photo+on+2010-10-01+at+10.21.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5522897892141814898" /></a><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-2998950810805879586?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-33144049456963629132010-10-01T00:10:00.002+08:002010-10-01T00:37:45.446+08:00actually I have nothing to share..<div>I got most of my trial result ady...</div><div>hmm....I din really put an effort on it...</div><div>but...luckily again>.<(as usual)...</div><div>not fail...even get better than I expected...</div><div>so....happy?</div><div>but I wish i can be more lucky..to get all A's .. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>so...as a reward..to myself n him...</div><div>we went out today...</div><div>n brought forward our monthsery celebration..</div><div>we went to homedecoration exhibition..</div><div>in KLCC convention centre...</div><div>we had a little argument about our future house...</div><div>lol...but it is too early to argue bout =.=</div><div>but..he got a lot of ideas bout his homedecor...</div><div>wish his mum was there too...so tht they can discuss bout their new house decoration..</div><div><br /></div><div>then..we went to starhill again...</div><div>to have our dinner...in jogoya...</div><div>I have ate more than 10 oysters today...</div><div>and 8 scoops of haagen daz...=D...</div><div>but I am so regret now..><..shouldnt have eat so much as I am on diet!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>then we have a little walk in starhill...</div><div>starhill having an auction for charity that time...</div><div>all Datuk Tan Sri were there...</div><div>they were bidding for some starfish...painted by some artist...</div><div>and a starfish can cost Rm15000..so cool...</div><div>the uncle standing beside me was so mad about this..lol</div><div>he scolded loudly:"Rm15000 for this shit thing???"</div><div>I guess this is his half year salary ady...</div><div>lol...but it was so cool...</div><div>i saw two little girl...I think they are from secondary school only...</div><div>bid for a starfish at RM11000~</div><div>of course they have their daddy to support them....</div><div><br /></div><div>I want to work hard from now...</div><div>then my dad..my mum n my children will have the life they having...</div><div>envy huh?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3314404945696362913?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-18691785778847674062010-09-22T22:58:00.004+08:002010-09-22T23:47:30.851+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJocB_R3OqI/AAAAAAAAAvY/iRtCitMVzU8/s1600/DSCF3762.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJocB_R3OqI/AAAAAAAAAvY/iRtCitMVzU8/s320/DSCF3762.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519755113787767458" /></a><br />my post will have no relation to my title at all...<div>as I din go for any celebration today...</div><div>but I did celebrate for my end of trial exam...</div><div><br /></div><div>okay...I admit that I am a suck friend...</div><div>as I dump all my friends again...sowie...</div><div>i guess they have used to it ady..</div><div>but...they are so nice as they never angry at me...</div><div>where can find these friends again?</div><div>I dont think I will be so lucky in university..</div><div><br /></div><div>as usual...I went for a date with bby...</div><div>but the unusual part is we went to sing k...</div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJocCZB7HzI/AAAAAAAAAvg/llJZPTQWE4I/s320/DSCF3763.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519755120700235570" /></div><div>lol...okay...now both of us have no voice ady...</div><div>then we planned to watch movie afterthat...</div><div>but all nice action movie will be showing tomorow...</div><div>so we changed the plan...</div><div>I went shopping and bought a shoes...</div><div>a nice one from carlorino...</div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJocCw9lFCI/AAAAAAAAAvo/g0KpJ0LHDqo/s320/DSCF3783.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519755127124464674" /></div><div><br /></div><div>i met my er jie in shopping mall...</div><div>so i accompany her go shop for her stuff~</div><div>then i go borders to join bby...</div><div>we sat there for some readings...</div><div>i thought i could sit there for couple hours to finish my readings..</div><div>but I din realise it was almost tenO.O...</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJokioLE3CI/AAAAAAAAAwA/n0k-gryKQeA/s320/DSCF3794.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519764470613990434" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJokiau6nJI/AAAAAAAAAv4/pKByo2rIGt8/s320/DSCF3787.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519764467006217362" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJokh5hxR1I/AAAAAAAAAvw/n7KeGqRZaH0/s320/DSCF3789.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519764458092709714" /></div><div>this is my 2010 mooncake festival...how bout yours?</div><div>actually i have no mood at all...</div><div>i am exhausted after torture by the trial....</div><div>the only thing i wish to do is....sleep!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-1869178577884767406?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-84650490395794177702010-09-20T11:13:00.003+08:002010-09-20T11:19:45.265+08:00Dear Boyi...<br />I just got your news...<br />I am really sad to hear that....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />It has been years since I met you last time...<br />but in my mind...your face...your action...your performance...<br />and how you bully me always....<br />are so clearly implanted...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />RIP....bo yi and mrs boyi...<br />take good care in another world...<br />and bless your baby.....<br />T.T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8465049039579417770?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-84650759249151817982010-09-17T18:46:00.004+08:002010-09-18T17:04:59.966+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJNHileuI0I/AAAAAAAAAvI/irIvpQxKJeU/s1600/Photo+on+2010-09-17+at+14.58.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJNHileuI0I/AAAAAAAAAvI/irIvpQxKJeU/s320/Photo+on+2010-09-17+at+14.58.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5517832627961078594" /></a><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TJNHzeZ1j-I/AAAAAAAAAvQ/NX8n3G-HK3A/s320/Photo+on+2010-09-17+at+14.59.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5517832918119321570" /><div><br /></div><div>it has been a time I din upload a photo of mine..</div><div>and now here I am...</div><div>with the 3pm sunlight..</div><div>how do I look?</div><div>=></div><div>bit tiring face as I am having trial recently...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i am alone at home now...</div><div>bby is working...</div><div>finally he take some action...</div><div>I always wish he could at least do something...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I told him we don't have much time left..</div><div>he got the rest of his life to fight what he want..</div><div>business...money...power...</div><div>but...I don't have much time left...</div><div>to build the family of us.</div><div>I don't want to be a older mother...</div><div>and I don't want get marry only when I am 30 plus...</div><div>so...</div><div>I gave him six year to hit his own target...</div><div>and these six years..I will concentrate in my study...</div><div>hopefully...we can get marry after six years...</div><div>build a family..with both high salary income...</div><div>this is not a dream but it is what we must achieve...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>and today....this is just a start of our plan....</div><div>he did his part...</div><div>and I should work hard for the future too......</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>wondering....I am more like a wife than a girlfriend, right?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8465075924915181798?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-72377230427198900462010-09-09T00:16:00.002+08:002010-09-09T00:21:21.050+08:00this really piss me off!!!<div>i seldom feel so angry~</div><div>and this time....i couldn't stop myself...</div><div>all rude words keep coming out from my mouth~!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>oh gosh~!</div><div>who here duno what is my dream??</div><div>who here duno who I care the most??</div><div>who here duno who I love the most????</div><div><br /></div><div>stop hurting me with the words that you duno!!!</div><div>I HATE BEING LIKE THIS~!!!!!!!!!!</div><div>screw you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i cant stop the fire burning now.....</div><div>aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!</div><div>damn you~!!!!!!!!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-7237723042719890046?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-6423544867146639402010-09-08T01:38:00.003+08:002010-09-08T01:47:17.747+08:00doo dooo dooooo~<div>doo Dooo DOOOO~!</div><div><br /></div><div>study study study study study...</div><div>everyday study....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I am getting mad ady....</div><div>I just cant be as hardworking as they did...</div><div>I always be the one who pay the least effort...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>oh GOD~</div><div>if you are there...</div><div>tell me what's the life for?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I want to be that way but I just cant be T.T</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-642354486714663940?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-88359122723091197932010-09-06T16:16:00.002+08:002010-09-06T16:28:21.333+08:00damn damn <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">damn</span> damn damn painful~<div>T.T....</div><div>why I have to suffer this every month.....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I wanna go for operation....</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Hysterectomy!!</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">wanna remove my uterus after giving birth~!!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">MEN~</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">you guys are so blissful you know...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">you don't have to go through this menstrual pain...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">don't have to give birth...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">please do appreciate your wife~....</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">like how he appreciate me =P</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 24px;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8835912272309119793?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-46635548273853413882010-08-17T18:49:00.002+08:002010-08-17T19:00:34.992+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGppZ_GCMzI/AAAAAAAAAuo/brhgEe8Jl8Y/s1600/dad.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGppZ_GCMzI/AAAAAAAAAuo/brhgEe8Jl8Y/s320/dad.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5506329389568242482" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div>生日快乐爹地...</div><div>今年生日不再叫你少喝酒少吸烟..</div><div>因为我很清楚讲多少都没有用..</div><div>哈哈...</div><div>我希望你今天尽情的玩..</div><div>玩得开心...难忘...</div><div>明天后我才叫你少喝酒少吸烟...</div><div><br /></div><div>爹地你真的老了..</div><div>一年一年的看你越来越老=(...</div><div>而我还没有长大..</div><div>赚钱给你...</div><div>我读书读那么多年...</div><div>等我真的出来社会时...</div><div>我还可以赚钱让你享受吗？</div><div>别人的爸爸或许还可以...</div><div>但你这个不听话的家伙...</div><div>不好好照顾身体的家伙...</div><div>有机会吗...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>其实我真的很担心...</div><div>我害怕我爸爸会不健康...</div><div>我害怕突然会发生什么事情...</div><div>我希望可以我们一家人永远都可以生活在一起...</div><div>你,妈咪,大姐,二姐,我,弟弟,嫲嫲..</div><div><br /></div><div>等我读完书出来...</div><div>买一辆喝茶车给你..</div><div>作为那么多年以来...</div><div>没有送你的生日礼物...kay?</div><div><br /></div><div>生日快乐...</div><div>爹地～</div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGprmZ6BxlI/AAAAAAAAAuw/cfGbonDRsBA/s320/39469_423855771436_517576436_5482039_2748491_n.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5506331801947326034" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4663554827385341388?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-62608828184227481702010-08-13T14:15:00.009+08:002010-08-19T15:06:40.905+08:00<div><br /></div><div>mAtthew &amp; jAye </div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGTpRXjUPUI/AAAAAAAAAug/SrGpOGML_FI/s1600/me.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGTpRXjUPUI/AAAAAAAAAug/SrGpOGML_FI/s320/me.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504781129142779202" border="0" /></a><div><br /></div><div>dAniel &amp; kAmen<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGTkml_BP1I/AAAAAAAAAuA/FoSHPH_HMRM/s1600/kamen.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGTkml_BP1I/AAAAAAAAAuA/FoSHPH_HMRM/s320/kamen.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504775996236185426" border="0" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div>Lai &amp; Jynn<br /><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGTnhR4iA9I/AAAAAAAAAuY/REn5vONWWVc/s320/jynn2.jpg" style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504779203475801042" border="0" /></div><div><br /></div><div>Reik &amp; Jeryl </div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGTkl7AX0kI/AAAAAAAAAtw/dKmm4ledHwE/s1600/meimei.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGTkl7AX0kI/AAAAAAAAAtw/dKmm4ledHwE/s320/meimei.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504775984699134530" border="0" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div>Chenyit &amp; Cavy </div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGTkmc49wUI/AAAAAAAAAt4/2OkA4EVGp6Q/s320/miin.JPG" style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504775993794871618" border="0" /></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(251, 16, 0);font-family:'Trebuchet MS',Trebuchet,sans-serif;" ><b><br /></b></span><div>Jonathan &amp; Yanying </div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGzX7v1JdRI/AAAAAAAAAu4/i_yqHsx_Byc/s1600/yy.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TGzX7v1JdRI/AAAAAAAAAu4/i_yqHsx_Byc/s320/yy.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5507013865818912018" border="0" /></a></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">our house full of </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:'Trebuchet MS',Trebuchet,sans-serif;" >♥</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:'Trebuchet MS',Trebuchet,sans-serif;" >♥</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:'Trebuchet MS',Trebuchet,sans-serif;" >♥</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:'Trebuchet MS',Trebuchet,sans-serif;" >♥</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:'Trebuchet MS',Trebuchet,sans-serif;" >♥</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:'Trebuchet MS',Trebuchet,sans-serif;" >♥ now =D</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:'Trebuchet MS',Trebuchet,sans-serif;" ><b><br /></b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-6260882818422748170?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-78188743136511507842010-08-12T08:52:00.001+08:002010-08-12T08:56:58.721+08:00i got all A i got all A i got all A~<br />wow!!<br />soo hua...<br />you are so awesome!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-7818874313651150784?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-36808794149050435712010-08-08T01:18:00.003+08:002010-08-08T01:47:31.030+08:00suddenly this comes into my mind...<br />my mom taught me this...<br />don't give in everything until you know he is the one...<br />yup..i agree to some point...<br />but...i doubt...<br />when is the time?<br />until he proposed to me?<br />until we were married...?<br />but I guess...this doesn't prove the eternity..<br /><br /><br />marriage means what nowadays?<br />it doesn't really mean so much that I thought it was~<br />the one who sleep beside you everyday...<br />may be the someone you hate the most one day~<br />the one you care the most..<br />may just walk away from you...<br />you will never know...<br /><br /><br />People consider our relationship right now as stable~<br />yes...it is...<br />but I understand that...the relationship we having right now...<br />will change one day...<br />may be better...but one day...<br />it can be really worse...<br /><br /><br />so...why am I so in love today...?<br />it will be really hurt if one day...<br />he just walks away~<br />without me notice-ing?<br />or death may bring us apart...<br />far far apart that we will never be together again...<br /><br /><br /><br />All I know is...no matter how much I trying to protect myself from being hurt..<br />it will still come to me...<br />why don't I enjoy this moment...?<br />just free myself...<br />stop listening to what is right what is wrong...<br />love the man I love...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />may be one day...<br />he is not my husband anymore...<br />but....this eX...husband I "had"<br />gave me a really good time and...<br />sweet memories...<br />that will lighten my days in the rest of my life...<br />that I can tell my children...<br />how wonderful relationship i have...<br /><br /><br />life doesn't wait for me...<br />I am not going to miss any chance ...<br />that can make myself feel ....happy....<br />life is hard enough...<br />don't make it harder...<br />you too...my dear mother...<br />love you~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3680879414905043571?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-80708435420407043322010-08-06T00:38:00.001+08:002010-08-06T00:40:16.072+08:00you know what~<br />whatever you see now is real of me...<br /><br /><br />whatever you think now is because you don't understand me...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I AM TIRED!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8070843542040704332?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-323015797940565532010-08-04T16:21:00.002+08:002010-08-04T16:27:43.474+08:00Don't let me wait.....<br /><div>You know how much I want it...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I can't wait to have it...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Promise me...you will work hard for me....</div><div>I am not giving you pressure...</div><div>but....I know the life I want...</div><div>and you are the only one can make it happen....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>please don't ask me to wait....</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-32301579794056553?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-79914597076246528572010-08-02T20:04:00.009+08:002010-08-02T22:36:42.049+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFa-lKJcOaI/AAAAAAAAAsw/M6obDShfHoQ/s1600/P1050001.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFa-lKJcOaI/AAAAAAAAAsw/M6obDShfHoQ/s320/P1050001.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500793540468029858" /></a><br /><div>I seldom have the chance to travel with my own family..</div><div>as my parents are busy working..</div><div>I really love the feeling of travelling with one whole family..</div><div>bby's family makes me feel warm..</div><div>like I am one of them..</div><div>I really appreciate the trip so much..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFbG9NHwYuI/AAAAAAAAAs4/K5jK6u61fB8/s320/P1050025.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500802749676151522" /></div><div>3 days in singapore...</div><div>we didn't visit lots of places..</div><div>but it doesn't matter as we got enough memories...</div><div>we cried..and we laughed..</div><div>we mad...but we were happy...</div><div>we argued..but we moved on~</div><div>this is what a family for~</div><div>there is no forever hatred in a family...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFbJRc1_C7I/AAAAAAAAAtA/c2aH3IDQ36w/s320/P1050382.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 180px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500805296517221298" /></div><div>this is the first time i traveled with bby's family..</div><div>we just know each other for a year..</div><div>but I can get along very well with them...</div><div>I treated them as my family too...</div><div>when I sense their sadness..</div><div>I feel down too...</div><div>may be I heard lots of stories from bby~</div><div>about his family..about his past..</div><div>so I understand his family well..</div><div>seems like I know them for a long time ady...</div><div>and I wish so much..</div><div>that one day..</div><div>they will become my family members..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFbL-bSdP-I/AAAAAAAAAtI/0VGaoyOSYVg/s320/P1050464.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500808268217139170" /></div><div>and this man..</div><div>he really cares his family a lot..</div><div>sometimes I really jealous..</div><div>he cares his family more than me...</div><div>but...this is the reason I love him so much..</div><div>I love a man who loves..who cares his family..</div><div>he can do whatever he can...</div><div>for his family...</div><div>I wish one day..</div><div>when I am officially his wife..</div><div>his family member..</div><div>he will treat me like how he treat them..</div><div>so warm..so lovely...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFbNLS3gCtI/AAAAAAAAAtQ/-Xosk3GDImw/s320/P1050283.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 180px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500809588806519506" /></div><div>I din blog about the trip journey..</div><div>where we stayed..what we did..what we ate..</div><div>as I think the feeling I have on them..</div><div>is much more important than the detail of the trip~</div><div>you all gave me a very good days in singapore..</div><div>I miss the day..I miss you guys so much..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>move on jaye~...</div><div>explore each moment you have...</div><div>as this is how your life built up~</div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFbNtyFJyDI/AAAAAAAAAtY/WevAkCYcfmk/s320/P1050027.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500810181300832306" /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-7991459707624652857?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-38149699777502599782010-07-28T23:48:00.004+08:002010-07-29T01:30:43.064+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFBd0EJx3OI/AAAAAAAAAsY/9VXAHjEUnZE/s1600/DSC04533.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFBd0EJx3OI/AAAAAAAAAsY/9VXAHjEUnZE/s320/DSC04533.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498998294068714722" border="0" /></a><br />i got tons of things to share..<br />but it will be very messy if I squeeze everything in a post huh?<br /><br /><br />******************************************************************<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Incomparable life??</span><br />in the previous post..<br />I have mentioned about life is incomparable...<br />actually..<br />I am telling myself...<br />I keep implant this into my mind..<br />that i shouldn't compare with others...<br />yet...I fail to do that...<br /><br /><br />Am I insatiability..?<br />What do I have now?<br />blissful family...caring boyfriend...moderate results...<br /><br /><br /><br />may be I am in a junction..<br />to find the way..<br />Who am I want to be..<br />the life I am heading to..<br /><br /><br /><br />give me sometimes...<br />I will find the way out<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />******************************************************************<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Fear??</span><br /><br />quoted from prison break...<br />"the only thing in the cupboard is <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">fear</span>, not a monster..<br />the only thing you have to do is open the cupboard..that is it.."<br /><br />ya..that is it~<br />I have opened one of my cupboard today..<br />I went to donate my blood...<br /><br />I got a feeling to escape before...<br />but finally I convinced myself not to give up..<br />good try isn't it~<br />thanks to the broken weighing machine..<br />(hey hey~i am not blaming it~but it is really broken>.<)<br />I pass the weight testing~<br />ngam ngam pass... <br />how's the feeling?<br />no pain..<br />just numbness...<br />and the nurse was nice....<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFBd0hW56rI/AAAAAAAAAsg/4OBgf-jMg14/s1600/DSC04546.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFBd0hW56rI/AAAAAAAAAsg/4OBgf-jMg14/s320/DSC04546.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498998301908396722" border="0" /></a><br />my ever first pack of blood~<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFBd1U0dtrI/AAAAAAAAAso/pr_9jaoAbaU/s1600/DSC04547.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TFBd1U0dtrI/AAAAAAAAAso/pr_9jaoAbaU/s320/DSC04547.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498998315722585778" border="0" /></a><br />I am proud of myself..<br />that I have done this~<br />3 months later...<br />I am going for second time...<br />it is good to help people isn't it?<br />keep on...jaye~<br /><br /><br />oh ya...<br />I am O blood group~<br />the only exception in my family..<br />they all are group B~=(<br /><br />****************************************************************** <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br />Doctor Jaye??</span><br /><br />tell me...should I proceed my study in medicine field...<br />a month Rm6000??<br />Am I qualified?<br />or....Is my dad affordable?<br /><br /><br /><br />It is not only about me...<br />It is about my whole family..<br />how's their life would be?<br /><br />my dad has already 50 something...<br />even if i graduate as a doctor..<br />I got a good pay for it~...<br />how old is my daddy that time??<br />Will he has the chance to share with me?<br />the best time he has...is now...<br />he should keep the money for his own..<br />spend it in a way he wants to~<br />if I am going to study doctor..<br />he will be so suffer for at least 5 years more...<br />you get what I mean?<br /><br /><br />how about my mother?<br />we always want a home since I was very young...<br />4 hundred thousands...<br />can buy a semi bungalow already...<br />my family wish that so much...<br />but If I choose to be a doctor...<br />we have to stay in our old house...<br />should I be so selfish?<br /><br />how about my brother?<br />he is the one I care the most...<br />in my family~<br />I just couldn't be selfish to him...<br />I want to give best of everything for him...<br /><br />my two sisters...<br />one is going to graduate soon~...<br />one is working now...<br />but...what I can see is...<br />unstable...<br />I am not so worry about my second sister as she always have her own thoughts.<br />and independent...<br />although sometimes might a bit whimsical~<br />my elder sister..<br />I don't really know about her..<br />we that close yet far..<br />what I always heard from her is blame~<br />but she is coming back soon..<br />so I guess...this time..I want to know everything about her...<br />try to understand her...<br /><br />I don't know how ...<br />I am so confuse~<br />may be this is not the time to think about it yet..<br />but....<br />I am gonna finish a level soon...<br />I wish I am as rich as you~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3814969977750259978?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-14160357294670507592010-07-21T18:00:00.006+08:002010-07-21T18:49:33.248+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TEbFm8pNgrI/AAAAAAAAAsQ/gSUMrJVH9Ck/s1600/Photo+on+2010-07-21+at+17.55+%232.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TEbFm8pNgrI/AAAAAAAAAsQ/gSUMrJVH9Ck/s320/Photo+on+2010-07-21+at+17.55+%232.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5496297668156949170" border="0" /></a><br />you are prettier than me...<br />you are blissful than me...<br />you are cleverer than me...<br />you are richer than me..<br />you are better than me...<br /><br /><br />but...I have him...you don't have =P...<br />wakakaz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-1416035729467050759?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-51219048373528740922010-07-18T14:39:00.002+08:002010-07-18T14:41:42.711+08:00I just read her blog again...<br />what a sweet sunday she has...<br />when is my turn?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I am so so so envy you girl....~<br />I want this life!!!!T.T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5121904837352874092?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-88492964023177359612010-07-15T21:04:00.003+08:002010-07-15T22:10:57.690+08:00<div><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Pu1aQvm5MrU&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Pu1aQvm5MrU&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object></div><div><br /></div>someone made me moody now..<div>he doesn't understand me at all but he gave such a comment...</div><div>I know how everyone thinks about me..</div><div>relatives...friends...</div><div>everyone except him..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>bby...you are the only one who understand me the most..</div><div>my family support every decision I made...</div><div>I appreciate it so much..</div><div>but even them not understand me..</div><div>only he is the one who can light me up when I am lost...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>to the someone...</div><div>you don't know me at all..</div><div>we were best friend before..</div><div>but I have change my mind a lot..</div><div>and now...I am not that little girl you knew before...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>What I do...I think...I don't like to show up~</div><div>that's all~</div><div>I may not be successful as you guys...</div><div>but in my little own world..</div><div>I feel happy...satisfy...and blissful...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>people...stop asking me what I wanna to be in the future..</div><div>even I tell you...</div><div>10 years..5 years later or even next year...</div><div>it might change..</div><div>every person made decision depends on the situation..</div><div>not that only those people are mature only if they have ambition</div><div>and pursue their dream..</div><div>I have my little own dream that may not as greatful as you think..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I am really really disappointed!</div><div>I hate to be judged by people... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8849296402317735961?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-56300504226310624742010-07-15T01:47:00.002+08:002010-07-15T01:48:15.959+08:00finally done my homework n now it is 1.47am~<div>thanks to no one to accompany me to do homework..</div><div>bby is still clubbing with yiherng</div><div>=(so lonely tonight~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>night...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5630050422631062474?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-87627991589565588272010-07-14T23:49:00.003+08:002010-07-15T00:35:58.707+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TD3nPFufACI/AAAAAAAAAsI/k1NrTiLFWsM/s1600/P1010144_conew1.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TD3nPFufACI/AAAAAAAAAsI/k1NrTiLFWsM/s320/P1010144_conew1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5493801366883074082" /></a><br /><br /><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TD3eNKwAxVI/AAAAAAAAAsA/2LWRC7VdgUs/s1600/P1010144.JPG"></a>seriously I dont like this photo..</div><div>but I dont have other better one=(</div><div><br /></div><div>hang out today for dinner with bby n his besties~</div><div>his bestie yihern come to KL for few days..</div><div>hgn..have to borrow my bby to him...</div><div>=(..</div><div>I will be alone for these few days=(...</div><div><br /></div><div>I have tons of things to do=(..</div><div>tests next week..</div><div>arghhh~I am not in mood to study yet~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>my beloved lecturer leaving this week~...</div><div>miss melissa..</div><div>I like the way she teaching..</div><div>and she is always so patient and so soft to us..</div><div>unlike...other lecturer...=P..</div><div>but..she is leaving soon..</div><div>the last photo we took with her..=(</div><div>spot me in the right corner...</div><div>and here is my bears that I always mention~</div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TD3eMhVX-HI/AAAAAAAAAr4/Hl5F6ns_2E0/s1600/P1010135.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TD3eMhVX-HI/AAAAAAAAAr4/Hl5F6ns_2E0/s320/P1010135.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5493791427149690994" /></a><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>have something else to say..</div><div>lol..</div><div>I become slimmer n slimmer..</div><div>so so happy~</div><div>but i assume that this is my fattest period..</div><div>I guess i am going to become more slim until I pregnant=P</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>time to do homework~=(</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8762799158956558827?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-72838907212210616152010-07-09T01:03:00.002+08:002010-07-09T01:16:14.462+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDYFdGKUHeI/AAAAAAAAArw/zXoOHAJ98zQ/s1600/P1000847.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDYFdGKUHeI/AAAAAAAAArw/zXoOHAJ98zQ/s320/P1000847.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491582793053117922" /></a><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDYFdGKUHeI/AAAAAAAAArw/zXoOHAJ98zQ/s1600/P1000847.JPG"></a>went shopping today with my sis...</div><div>the only shopping-kaki that I have..T.T</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>supposed to accompany her to buy her bf's present~</div><div>but ended up I bought more than her...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>bought a top from nichii~</div><div>n levis jeans~</div><div>i am deadly broke adyT.T</div><div>some more this is just the first week of JULY???</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>but really like to shop with my sis..</div><div>she makes me feel comfortable when shopping..</div><div>I couldn't fine another shopping kaki </div><div>as when I shop with others..</div><div>I feel embarrass...</div><div>she is the only one makes me LOVE shopping...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDYFcrt6ADI/AAAAAAAAAro/SYZeHwf0uak/s1600/P1000835.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDYFcrt6ADI/AAAAAAAAAro/SYZeHwf0uak/s320/P1000835.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491582785954644018" /></a><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-7283890721221061615?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-39016711518517570442010-07-06T20:29:00.008+08:002010-07-06T21:39:55.130+08:00dr.Cafe~here we come again~<br />love the study environment here...<br />it is even better than some starbucks n coffee bean~<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDMokUIMZLI/AAAAAAAAAqM/F9cm4-YymiI/s1600/P1000827.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDMokUIMZLI/AAAAAAAAAqM/F9cm4-YymiI/s320/P1000827.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490776975038244018" border="0" /></a><br /><br />we love to study together...<br />n watever you say~<br />I always not at home n where I go?<br />I just love to study here.<br /><br />bby~busying with his assignment<br />n i m busying with my revision too..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDMtCZ1zTsI/AAAAAAAAAqk/u9Ds9KnyOlA/s1600/P1000821.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDMtCZ1zTsI/AAAAAAAAAqk/u9Ds9KnyOlA/s320/P1000821.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490781890014301890" border="0" /></a><br /><br />my pale look~<br />I am totally recover from fever..<br />but not yet recover from this pale sick look=)<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDMpVyxFZTI/AAAAAAAAAqU/5wGYCAyDlUg/s1600/P1000822.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDMpVyxFZTI/AAAAAAAAAqU/5wGYCAyDlUg/s320/P1000822.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490777825076405554" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />study study~I love study~<br />wish that i dun have to work forever..<br />just need to study=)..<br />what a stupid whimsical~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3901671151851757044?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-33180866943976429632010-07-05T14:28:00.002+08:002010-07-05T15:28:00.042+08:00can you imagine for a day 24 hours...<br />I slept for 19 hours...<br />>.< left 5 hours for lunch n dinner only...<br />my immune system is not as strong as I thought~ i<br />ate 6 panadol for the day...<br />but still fever... today feel better...<br />but I skipped class this morning...<br />couldn't wake up~<br /><br />yesterday is our monthsery~...<br />so..for the 5 hours i awake...<br />we went for the celebration~<br />we went to delicious to have lunch~<br />I expected too high...<br />n delicious is not delicious at all!!<br />just nice environment~...<br /><br />here are some photo~<br /> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGBUGislSI/AAAAAAAAApM/qZrqIMtk7PA/s1600/P1000785.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGBUGislSI/AAAAAAAAApM/qZrqIMtk7PA/s320/P1000785.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490311603094852898" border="0" /></a><br /><br />spicy seafood spaghetti~<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD8koLQPI/AAAAAAAAAps/kUbvSfwH7hc/s1600/P1000795.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD8koLQPI/AAAAAAAAAps/kUbvSfwH7hc/s320/P1000795.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490314497388921074" border="0" /></a><br /><br />bby was so tired..<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGBVEy64dI/AAAAAAAAApc/1C6DvLbkN6Q/s1600/P1000791.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGBVEy64dI/AAAAAAAAApc/1C6DvLbkN6Q/s320/P1000791.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490311619805897170" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGBUmkfDhI/AAAAAAAAApU/ku4Dxc3_zJ4/s1600/P1000787.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGBUmkfDhI/AAAAAAAAApU/ku4Dxc3_zJ4/s320/P1000787.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490311611692289554" border="0" /></a><br /><br />sick face~<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD9EumUII/AAAAAAAAAp0/fvBpWAvS108/s1600/P1000796.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD9EumUII/AAAAAAAAAp0/fvBpWAvS108/s320/P1000796.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490314506005794946" border="0" /></a><br /><br />hehe..why bby so happy after reading the message~who is it?<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD8HIAKRI/AAAAAAAAApk/iUh4SI5pZE4/s1600/P1000794.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD8HIAKRI/AAAAAAAAApk/iUh4SI5pZE4/s320/P1000794.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490314489469348114" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />I duno what m I talking about..<br />I still feel dizzy...><<br /><br /> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD9--SifI/AAAAAAAAAqE/tFTN-XXUXyA/s1600/P1000800.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD9--SifI/AAAAAAAAAqE/tFTN-XXUXyA/s320/P1000800.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490314521640864242" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD9uiCo1I/AAAAAAAAAp8/gCew_10RLXM/s1600/P1000797.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGD9uiCo1I/AAAAAAAAAp8/gCew_10RLXM/s320/P1000797.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490314517227414354" border="0" /></a><br /><br />we went for a movie afterthat...<br />i hate the movie very much...<br />"The BAckup Plan~"<br />pregnant n having baby should be the most blissful moment in the world..<br />but from the movie..<br />it is so disgusting n ......stressful~<br />bby said he dun wan a baby~after watched the movie...<br />I hate the movie...<br /><br /><the backup="" plan=""><br />then...we headed home...<br />as I fever again~...<br />after a short nap...<br />we went to Canton-i for dinner...</the><br /><the backup="" plan="">it is nice...<br />much more better than delicious!<br /><br />then....sleep time again...<br />bby was so sweet...<br />he was suppose to do his assignment..<br />but he stayed back to take care of me...<br />so...this morning i took lrt n left...</the><br /><the backup="" plan="">cant disturb him anymore...<br />always love you bby~...<br /><br /></the><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGBToTUolI/AAAAAAAAApE/VO3YM9-8l9s/s1600/P1000813.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TDGBToTUolI/AAAAAAAAApE/VO3YM9-8l9s/s320/P1000813.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490311594977305170" border="0" /></a><br /><the backup="" plan=""><br />bby...my sis say the t-shirt I gave you is so childish~..</the><br /><the backup="" plan="">she says the Tee suit me but not suit you .....<br />but I love to see you wear it~...<br />you are still young...dun always too formal laa=)<br />miss you n love you~...<br /><br /></the><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3318086694397642963?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-80836229455869229412010-07-03T17:09:00.002+08:002010-07-03T17:38:25.304+08:00no photo for the day...<br />cant take a nice one with my big panda eye~<br /><br /><br />fever fever...I am fever....<br />finally sick huh..?<br />I am too strong ady...it is hard for me to fall sick..=/<br />it is a bit cold and dizzy..<br />n uncomfortable...<br />but no panadol no antibiotic...<br />I dont need them as I think my body immune system is strong enough to fight them...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />finally create a account on twitter~<br />but..hehe...<br />I am not using it to follow my friend's life...or be followed..<br />i guess no one would like to be my follower too...<br />my bby recommend me to use it...n i think...it is really useful for me..<br />bby...you are always a great adviser in my life...<br /><br /><br /><br />i have a talk with bby just now..<br />our conversation is really.......uncommon....abnormal...n...>.<....weird...<br />we talked about if he has an affair after our marriage...<br />what will I do...<br />hehe...<br />the first thing came out on my mind is...<br />I will dye my hair....>.<<br />after-that..I will move to Australia ...<br />I will keep a baby elephant as a pet....<br />lol...then....I want to work in zoo...or national park...<br />he kept laughing on it..<br />I will delete my facebook account...<br />n change my blog password...<br />n definitely...change my phone number!!!<br />he loves panda...<br />so I cant keep panda as pet as I will think of him...<br />then he said he loves elephant...<br />>.< he doesnt want me to go australia ~<br /><br /><br /><br />bby..what you did this morning really sweet..<br />but next time dont buy McDonald as my breakfast can...?<br />hehe...cause I dont like McDonald..<br />love you~...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8083622945586922941?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-52169628491231918342010-07-01T20:28:00.002+08:002010-07-01T20:50:33.227+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCyK9E5o6eI/AAAAAAAAAo8/aenJ9cc499Q/s1600/P1040321.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 180px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCyK9E5o6eI/AAAAAAAAAo8/aenJ9cc499Q/s320/P1040321.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488914827749943778" border="0" /></a><br /><br />love the look when I am emo....<br />i am sick of being too low self confidence..<br />haih...everything seems not fine with me...<br /><br /><br />i miss him now...<br />but I dun feel like to meet him...<br />as I dunwan he travel all along just to see me...<br />and I suffering of this stomachache...<br />for almost a month ady~!<br /><br /><br /><br />love a book name " where rainbows end"..<br />by cecelia ahern~<br />veri nice book to read...<br />but...It made me sad...<br />I realize something after read the book~<br />life is HARD~...<br />i always think that my life is so perfect..<br />life is so easy...<br />I got everything...<br />but since the last holiday...<br />I start to realize that it was just a perfect dream i always dream about..<br />and this dream may not come true..<br />as LIFE is really hard...<br />and Love ....may not last long...<br /><br />yup...I dislike this feeling very much..<br />but...this makes me feeling stronger...<br />n more mature i think...<br />no matter what...or how hard the life...<br />I will walk through it...<br />and....I really need you to be my side...<br />without you...<br />Life gonna be harder...<br /><br /><br />i m suppose to write on another topic...<br />working very hard on my study now...=)<br />I WANT TO BE A DOCTOR !!!!<br />i know it very hard to me...=(<br />but i feel fun when study....when gaining knowledge~<br />despite stress ... I LOVE STUDIES...<br />but I actually really duno what sir teaching now...>.<<br />working very hard on it now...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I miss bby~...<br />miss bby~<br />miss bby~<br />miss bby~<br />miss bby~<br />miss bby~<br />miss bby~<br />miss bby~<br />miss bby~<br />i miss bby ♥<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5216962849123191834?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-26802662825471804662010-06-27T22:35:00.007+08:002010-06-27T23:42:39.985+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn72hErVI/AAAAAAAAAn8/8aW0JnEyVm0/s1600/P1000744.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn72hErVI/AAAAAAAAAn8/8aW0JnEyVm0/s320/P1000744.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487468948918414674" border="0" /></a><br />left this singlet in home town~...<br />so sad =(....<br />love it so much d...<br />hardly can find a chance to back penang edi~...<br />unless he need accompany to go home...<br />if not I don't think i will go back...<br /><br /><br />so so busy with homeworks and revision...<br />sem 2 + sem 3~<br />if I got a bad result in as~...<br />might include sem 1 too...<br />won't be so bad luck baa...<br />I think I have done my best...sure okay d...=)<br /><br /><br />last night went to have a drink with Bby, Kim and Vivian~...<br />dislike beer very much>.<<br />it was really very late when we got home...<br />i think when i reached home is about 4am edi...<br />but this morning hav to wake up quite early ...<br />really hard to wake Bby up neh!!!...<br /><br />went for a movie with sis, cousin n Bby~...<br />toy story 3!!!<br />i have been looking for it so much~...<br />finally can watch edi~!<br />so touch the movie...nearly cry~<br />but i hold my tear..<br />dunwan to be laugh by Bby anymore...<br /><br /><br />then heading home to have bak kut teh with them...<br />jie fu cooked bak kut teh~..<br />it is not bad..but....i still miss my home town bak kut teh neh~...!!!<br />n mango dessert!!! i miss you~~~<br /><br />stay home whole day d...<br />it has been long time i din stay home for such a long period of time...<br />Bby stay at my home too...<br />but we seldom talk today...<br />not only for today~...<br />since he got his another wife...<br />he seldom talk to me edi...T.T<br />so bad!!!!<br /><br /><br />evidence~?<br /><br /><br />this is miss mac~...his second wife...he got it recently~<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn91D7YEI/AAAAAAAAAoc/f2vjDoSrU7o/s1600/P1000782.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn91D7YEI/AAAAAAAAAoc/f2vjDoSrU7o/s320/P1000782.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487468982887473218" border="0" /></a><br /><br />he is so concentrate on his wife huh.....<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn9nz81DI/AAAAAAAAAoU/IZBJvFoPbL0/s1600/P1000775.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn9nz81DI/AAAAAAAAAoU/IZBJvFoPbL0/s320/P1000775.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487468979330798642" border="0" /></a><br /><br />1...bby~<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdrQDY26wI/AAAAAAAAAos/VhbXhsVSlQs/s1600/P1000780.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdrQDY26wI/AAAAAAAAAos/VhbXhsVSlQs/s320/P1000780.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487472594505886466" border="0" /></a><br /><br />2...bby bby~!!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdrQkd1uXI/AAAAAAAAAo0/8DckfxGA_4w/s1600/P1000781.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdrQkd1uXI/AAAAAAAAAo0/8DckfxGA_4w/s320/P1000781.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487472603385149810" border="0" /></a><br /><br />3..BBY BBY!!!!!!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdrPyu-AdI/AAAAAAAAAok/ycMpk8UEePA/s1600/P1000779.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdrPyu-AdI/AAAAAAAAAok/ycMpk8UEePA/s320/P1000779.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487472590035222994" border="0" /></a><br /><br />fine...he is not goin to peduli me~!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn81x8SqI/AAAAAAAAAoM/LPVEVdvyfaE/s1600/P1000772.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn81x8SqI/AAAAAAAAAoM/LPVEVdvyfaE/s320/P1000772.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487468965900602018" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />this is the only photo he look at camera...<br />so even i am ugly...<br />I still have to post it~<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn8QZsW3I/AAAAAAAAAoE/p3JknqNC_70/s1600/P1000768.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TCdn8QZsW3I/AAAAAAAAAoE/p3JknqNC_70/s320/P1000768.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487468955866782578" border="0" /></a><br />haih~no choice=(<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />p/s:love you BBY~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-2680266282547180466?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-80256326407511168982010-06-21T01:27:00.002+08:002010-06-21T03:07:54.608+08:00I always moonstruck in love...<br />everyone knows bout it...<br /><br /><br /><br />I always got a dream...<br />one day...when I am still a student...<br />he will propose to me...<br />we will have a great wedding...<br />and of course a romantic one...<br />make other girlss jealous of me..<br />n the most important..<br />is to have a cute baby koh~<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i wish for it so much...<br />it always appear in my mind...<br />so frequent that almost every night...<br />but if you wish so much n one day it turn up nothing...<br />it gonna hurt you a lot...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i am too scare of it....<br />i dun wan to get disappoint in the end...<br />it will really hurt me a lot...<br />i scare until i couldn't fall in love like before...<br />you cant make a promise to me...<br />i keep thinking this this few days...<br />and i really hate that feeling.....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />what if some day...my dream doesn't come true..........<br />i will never dare to love again....<br /><br /><br />i know i think too much but.....<br />it is true~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8025632640751116898?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-21054695011604550302010-06-17T22:26:00.001+08:002010-06-17T22:30:42.639+08:00he is coming back this friday....<br />I wonder is he coming back for me??<br />He come back to accompany me????<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I still love him...........♥ ♥ ♥<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-2105469501160455030?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-67693157362365041062010-06-17T22:26:00.000+08:002010-06-17T22:29:26.495+08:00he is coming back this friday....<br />I wonder is he coming back for me??<br />He come back to accompany me????<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I still love him...........♥ ♥ ♥<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-6769315736236504106?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-47369394938316213712010-06-17T20:13:00.002+08:002010-06-17T20:52:42.250+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:78%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">just back from trip with my babes...</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span style="font-size:78%;">but I am not going to post anything about it...<br />since photo are not yet ready to be published ...</span><br /><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">so so emo now...<br />not only now actually >.<<br />i mean these few days....<br />especially for now as I am alone...<br /><br /><br />once I back...<br />I read the blog of the girl...<br />a girl that I envy her so much...so much...<br />she is really so blissful...<br />I duno how's her actual life..is it that blissful...<br />but....she seems so perfect in the blog...<br />with her hubby and her baby~<br /><br />and...THIS is the life I always looking for....<br /><br /><br /><br />hmm....ya...<br />there is some problem between us ...<br />and I really duno how to solve it....<br />and now I know I am escaping from it...<br />I really duno how to face you...T.T....<br />these two days...I din find you....<br />not that I am having fun....<br />is.......I really.....dun even like to talk to you....<br /><br /><br />you really disappoint me that much...<br />I duno how to change you anymore...<br />and this time you really too over!!!<br /><br /><br />Even I cant take it anymore...<br />I never think of leaving....<br />but.........what had you said last two days....<br />It really hurt me.....<br /><br /><br />even you find me....<br />you still doubt me...<br />you really have no trust in me....<br />I duno what to do edi.........<br />you cant trust me for anything I do....<br />you dont understand me at all.....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I AM SO SO SO SO SO deeply hurt by YOU!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />beside escaping ...I duno what else I should do...<br />I cant change you.......<br />and you cant trust me.......<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i never want to leave...but teach me how to stay~<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />how?<br /><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"></span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4736939493831621371?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-15579494402801052742010-06-15T23:43:00.003+08:002010-06-16T00:33:06.466+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TBeqNMTUX9I/AAAAAAAAAn0/e3IVrTme5us/s1600/P1000729.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TBeqNMTUX9I/AAAAAAAAAn0/e3IVrTme5us/s320/P1000729.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483038214964142034" border="0" /></a><br />hmm..<br />mami is back from england...<br />so happy that I am not alone in my home le....<br />and not need to be guardian of my little brother....<br />(guardian make me think of his joke again...make me miss him alot... <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span>)</span><br /><br /><br />hmm....<br />although I miss the chance to go to England...<br />but nvm la...got a new Burberry handbag from mami <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">=D<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /><br />I really had a bad mood...<br />cant even smile when dining with family...<br />tried hard not to let my tear drop....<br /><br />and so sorry to you...<br />I had a long talking with my mum....<br />so sorry I said something bad about you....<br />but I feel better after talked with my mum....<br />but afterthat....super regret~<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"></span><br /></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><br />thinking of closing my facebook...........<br />tired of misunderstanding by someone.......<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"></span></span><br /><br />tomorow is the day that I have been waiting so long....<br />but I am super down now.....<br />super super down....<br />sorry my babes for the reason I cant explain.....<br />I know you guyss wont let me alone in the hotel.....<br />but I really so so so sorry that because of me....<br />we have to change the plan....<br />I know you guys are so excited for it....<br />but........I am so sorry....<br />without me....may be the trip ......is more fun......<br />............................<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />mami is back <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥ <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">but it is still a down day~</span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-1557949440280105274?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-38075983670161470302010-06-14T17:19:00.002+08:002010-06-14T17:21:48.504+08:00you love to do anything you like......<br />but...I cant...........<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />please love me more...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3807598367016147030?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-70666599603378334012010-06-12T01:17:00.004+08:002010-06-12T02:27:39.490+08:00recently d me<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TBJzA7AZjxI/AAAAAAAAAns/pZo4DuCHZPQ/s1600/P1000705.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481570156139876114" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TBJzA7AZjxI/AAAAAAAAAns/pZo4DuCHZPQ/s320/P1000705.JPG" /></a><br />with a stupid curly hair...<br />do I look nice in curly hair?<br />hmm...he said my face looks rounder...<br />but, I always have this big face..<br />with or without curly hair..<br /><br />fine...<br />cant change this fact...<br />and my mom said "big face" is the sign of Hakka girl~<br />so..to prove that I am the daughter of my mom..<br />I have to accept the gift~<br /><br />this will be a long post...>.<<br />officially announce...I am 20 already...<br />yea...too late to tell the news..<br />as I was having my AS exam on my birthday...<br />and now!!!<br />hooray...it is over....<br />about my birthday..hmm...<br />it was lovely and sweet and cute~<br />lol...but It was a long story...<br /><br /><br />all the photos in my facebook..<br />and I am lazy to reupload it again here>.<<br />his suprises......all failed because of me...<br />i am so sorry but I din expect it ...<br />although all failed,<br />but it is still very sweet!!<br />we went to watch movie...<br />and he bought a popcorn...<br />I duno why as we were very full that day...<br />but he insist to buy ..<br />okie...but i accidentally dropped it during the movie...<br />lol...he said he want to buy another one...<br />I really duno why he wanted to eat the popcorn so much...<br />hmm...we continued our movie...<br />n I really couldnt resist the popcorn temptation..<br />his hand kept blocking me to take the popcorn...<br />but I just swept the hand away...<br />suddenly he scolded me "stupid" loudly~<br />then only I realised it wasnt his hand...<br />but a diamond chain inside the popcorn..<br />lol~...this was the first suprise he gave...<br />but really super funny that my action really made him so angry~<br />and we went jogoya...again...<br />to have my light candle dinner~<br />he took out a candle, but he dun have lighter...<br />lol...luckily I had =P...<br />and I had a very special oyster bday cake...<br />and special fast rhythm bday song from him..<br />as he didnt wan others to hear it...<br />he will feel embarass..<br />大男人面子=P...<br /><br /><br />finally finish the bday post...<br />haih...<br />i post it because I scare I will forget it in the future...<br />as my memory reali sdn bhd d...<br />I cant recall my provious bday celebration le>.<<br /><br /><br />I havent finish the post...<br />such a long post...<br />recently my yi po...(sister of my grandmom) just passed away...<br />in my house...<br />I really cried when I heard the news...<br />and I super angry of her children...<br />fine..dun wan to speak more...<br />her 头七is this sunday...<br />actually I am scare...<br />everyone knows me super scare of ghost...<br />even she is my yipo..<br />but...I still miss her...<br />she is my yipo..and she wont hurt me..<br />be brave...jaye...<br /><br />it is now 2.27am<br />n I think this post is long enough le>.<...<br />going to end here..night<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/TBJxUYFZj6I/AAAAAAAAAnk/ZwEl1JgyzZ8/s1600/P1000705.JPG"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-7066659960337833401?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-75729909589500039982010-06-07T20:58:00.003+08:002010-06-07T21:13:35.258+08:00心情不是很好...<br />家里有人过世了...<br />还有可可朋友十四岁...车祸也就这样走了...<br /><br />每一天都会有人来有人走...<br />其实确实不应该那么在意..<br />但是...<br />十四岁...就这样走了...<br />想想她的父母？<br />同时三个孩子一起离开...<br />他们要如何承受？<br /><br />而我的家人...<br />离开时...身边一个孩子都没有...<br />她的感受又是什么...<br />每次想到这...我就很想哭...<br />很不开心...就算是不尊重不了解不懂得那些长辈...<br />我还是很不喜欢...<br />自己妈妈来的...<br />虽然你们预料不到那么多...<br />虽然没有血缘关系...<br />但是.....<br />都是你们的责任丫....<br />你们心里....有伤心难过吗？<br />会为了自己的妈妈...掉一滴眼泪吗？<br /><br /><br />可能男生就不是很懂...<br />就是比较没血没泪吧...<br />但希望我现在心里想的那个人...<br />以后不要像那家人一样..............<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />这篇文章其实说着好多东西...<br />但应该除了我...<br />没人看得懂了....<br /><br /><br />.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-7572990958950003998?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-39441804152142276912010-05-25T13:13:00.003+08:002010-05-25T13:27:03.678+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S_tfAimweJI/AAAAAAAAAnc/V_TTbw2P50o/s1600/P1000399.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475074234892974226" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S_tfAimweJI/AAAAAAAAAnc/V_TTbw2P50o/s320/P1000399.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>today is my last day of 19...</div><br /><div>=D...</div><br /><div>but no one celebrate with me..</div><br /><div>y m i so excited ? i should be sad ler...as I am getting older...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but... I have a dream...</div><br /><div>and i getting nearer to my dream...=D...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tomorow on my big big day...</div><br /><div>still got two papers to go...</div><br /><div>but I am not so worry...</div><br /><div>just biology and applied math~</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><p>he is on the boat right now...</p><p>coming back from langkawi...</p><p>i am going back KL tonight....=(</p><p>but with him..I wont feel so bad like previous journey....</p><p> </p><p> </p><p> </p><p>wishes for the day...no police please...I left my IC at KL><....</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-3944180415214227691?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-90800640445914791542010-05-19T13:21:00.002+08:002010-05-19T13:32:55.290+08:00我的愿望很简单...<br />就是有自己的家庭...<br />为家庭的每个成员努力着...<br /><br />让爸爸可以无忧无虑的喝酒述说他骄傲的事情...<br />让妈咪每晚不须担心孩子的生活...每晚都有好睡眠...<br />让姐姐不会烦恼与姐妹吵架还怎么办...可以常常约伴去逛街...<br />让弟弟成熟成长..可以没有负担的做一家之主~<br /><br />让老公生意不会烦恼没有人可以帮他...<br />让家婆不会头痛为何儿子会娶一个笨蛋老婆...<br />让老公家庭每晚可以聚集在我家吃我煮的食物...<br />让家里永远热闹开心...<br /><br />让孩子不会烦恼为何没钱做他想做的事情...<br />让女儿可以和朋友炫耀自己家庭有多温馨...<br />让儿子出来社会时有一番作为...<br />让孙子不会觉得为何他婆婆那么啰嗦....<br /><br />让每个家庭成员有烦恼的时候我都可以帮他们解决...<br />因为我这一生...最想做的事...<br />就是为我家里人贡献我的一切....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-9080064044591479154?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-53554365756484486722010-04-11T19:01:00.003+08:002010-04-11T20:00:19.171+08:007.02pm...11 april 2010...<br /><br />做了很多份past year...<br />一直都很差...<br />终于有一份还不错..<br />才错四题...<br />哇哈哈..超兴奋...<br />不懂为何..就很兴奋...<br /><br /><br />本来不是要抱着那么开心的心情来写这部落的...<br />想做完一份past year才来写部落格...<br />没想到心情因此而变好了....<br /><br />但还是要写我本来要说的话..<br />慢慢心情又糟了..<br />>.<...shouldnt think about it again...<br /><br /><br /> 朋友...请你不要在不认识我老公的情况下judge他...<br />他不是一个坏人... 他是我男朋友...<br />一个我在这边给我依靠..<br />照顾我..<br />教导我...<br />让我成长..成熟...<br />陪我度过我开心伤心... 的人... <br />你们都是我很珍惜很尊重很喜欢的人..<br />但我请你们多以了解我...<br />懂我...<br />相信我...<br /><br />情侣之间的吵架.. 谁会没有哦..<br /> 情侣之间... 相处每个人都不同..<br />我和他...也有我们自己相处的方式...<br />但这个人...<br />让我在短短一年里...<br />真的成长了很多很多很多..<br />我的想法不同了..<br />我的人改变了...<br />但这都是我成长的过程...<br /><br />一直在大家面前..<br />我只表现我多么的迷恋我的老公..<br />我有多么的爱他...<br /> 让人家好像都以为我对他的迷恋...<br />弄到我自己不清楚自己在做什么了..... <br />我懂我要的是什么..<br />我还知道我的未来还有什么...<br />我知道对我来说最重要的有什么...<br />你们可以不要再那么担心...<br />不要在背后一直说一些对他不好的话吗？？<br /><br /><br /><br />他没有欺负我..<br />他一直都在保护我... <br />please...before you know this person...please dont judge too fast... <br /><br /><br /><br />我一直都很喜欢你..<br />但你的行为..我很不喜欢...<br />很不开心... <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />很对不起...如果说了什么令你不开心的话.. 但请相信我... <input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5355436575648448672?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-45973593665502289812010-04-02T11:56:00.002+08:002010-04-02T12:03:38.796+08:00i just called my mami..<br />n I am sorry that I have make her dissapointed..........<br /><br />She din expected me to have a part time job...<br />She gave me money every month....and it is a lotsss...<br />She din stop me from buying anything I likesss...or I spend too much....<br />She din stop me to go to clubbing or drink beer or wine...<br />She din mad at me although I am so so moonstruck on him~...<br />She din ask me to be independent....<br /><br /><br />I just want to let daddy and mami to proud of me...<br />but I FAILED......<br /><br />sorry for everything....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4597359366550228981?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-47987824302475010622010-03-31T23:12:00.004+08:002010-03-31T23:41:19.705+08:00一天和他一起看电影..<br />我也忘了看什么电影了...<br />只记得是恐怖片...<br /><br />还没开场前..<br />他说肚子痛要去上厕所...<br />他出去后...<br />电影院的灯夜暗了...<br />我很怕一人呆在电影院...<br />感觉很黑暗..<br />音箱很大声...<br />加上当天的是恐怖片....<br />老公他出去很久很久...<br />我越来越怕....<br /><br /><br />他进来时我也没注意..<br />他手中拿着的是一个纸袋...<br />原来肚子痛是骗我的...<br />想给我惊喜才是真的....<br />他送我的就是这个黄色的娃娃...<br />Uglydoll的 OX~<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S7NrbW27ckI/AAAAAAAAAnU/OBBBvknObT4/s1600/DSC04251.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 203px; height: 271px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S7NrbW27ckI/AAAAAAAAAnU/OBBBvknObT4/s320/DSC04251.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454821691412410946" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />一开始我把它命名为小黄..<br />因为老公姓黄...<br />但最近我太得空去找小黄的资料时..<br />才发现他无意中的心意～<br /><br />Ox(his name).....<br />What kind of name is OX?<br />No, not like the animal...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">OX, as in HUG and KISS!</span>(xoxo)<br />How can he hug you with such short arms? OX uses his ears!<br />He's not a very good listener,<br />but he puts his ears to good use in many other ways!<br />Tuck them in your shirt and take OX on a stroll.<br />OX is great at magic, and his best trick is turning your stuff into his stuff.<br />His best buddy Wedgehead calls that stealing,<br />but OX just wants to borrow things from you for a few hundred years.<br />He promises to put everything back when he's done.<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What he wants to steal the most is your heart</span>,<br />and he promises to be your friend if you would lend him a hand,<br />or an ear...or like two dollars! <br /><br /><br />OX...我才发现它的眼睛是一个 O 一个 X...<br />而它背后的意思...真的令我好感动...<br />我把小黄也叫成"抱抱"...huggie...<br />因为它本来就是代表着hug and kiss....<br /><br /><br />老公...谢谢你的惊喜...也谢谢你的心意...<br />我很爱它...更爱你～<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S7Nra9B6brI/AAAAAAAAAnM/UbBt4CD7dRI/s1600/baobao.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S7Nra9B6brI/AAAAAAAAAnM/UbBt4CD7dRI/s320/baobao.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454821684479159986" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S7NraZWVHUI/AAAAAAAAAnE/K6SH8Fgu-1w/s1600/DSC03433_conew1.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 198px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S7NraZWVHUI/AAAAAAAAAnE/K6SH8Fgu-1w/s320/DSC03433_conew1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454821674901118274" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4798782430247501062?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-42456413575488362972010-03-27T18:37:00.002+08:002010-03-27T18:45:44.084+08:00爸爸终于做到一个相机了..<br />而且还是Rm3000多块的相机...<br />本来是很开心的..<br />因为昨晚还为买相机的事情烦恼...<br />但就快要拥有自己的相机了...<br />开心到一直在车上喊我快要有相机了！<br /><br /><br />很开心的打给姐姐告诉她这件事情...<br />但是...<br />她也想要有这个相机...<br />我懂她要.....<br />我听得出她有多想要...<br /><br /><br />我很失望..<br />关电话时..<br />还很想哭..<br />本来很开心在facebook宣布我有相机了..<br />但我delete掉了..<br /><br />如果姐姐要..<br />就给她吧...陈淑桦...<br />两姐妹不要那么计较..<br />自己有储蓄...<br />自己再买过....=)<br /><br /><br />开心..不开心？<br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4245641357548836297?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-42787668040069429802010-03-26T23:06:00.004+08:002010-03-26T23:19:06.632+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S6zPk-twlFI/AAAAAAAAAm0/eFCDEkJ88Fs/s1600/DSC04224.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S6zPk-twlFI/AAAAAAAAAm0/eFCDEkJ88Fs/s400/DSC04224.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5452961483055993938" border="0" /></a><br />She keep lagging...(T.T)<br />what should I do?<br /><br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-4278766804006942980?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-62939757498348815602010-03-15T09:21:00.003+08:002010-03-15T09:47:52.424+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S52LvB5latI/AAAAAAAAAms/oNdqmrQvmZw/s1600-h/HK14_fly_away_with.gif"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 60px; height: 60px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/S52LvB5latI/AAAAAAAAAms/oNdqmrQvmZw/s400/HK14_fly_away_with.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5448664764268243666" border="0" /></a><br />holiday starts!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />假期又开始了...<br />我要好好享受这假期...<br />过了这假期..<br />就没时间可以休息了T.T...<br />一直考试到六月...<br />huh~<br /><br /><br />心情很不好一下...<br />刚刚看了一个影片...<br />一对新人的结婚影片...<br />好羡慕好羡慕...<br />多希望我就是她...<br />但是还要多久呀.....<br /><br />她的婚礼好完美...<br />她的姐妹 好好玩...<br />我结婚的时候..<br />谁要当我的姐妹呀？？？<br /><br />cw..cw...ey...yy...lm...<br />你们要不要当我的姐妹....<br />帮我整整我的老公的兄弟们丫...<br />(但不要整到我的老公=P)<br /><br />会不会很多人出席祝福我呢...??<br />会不会有人不喜欢我而不出席了？？<br />可不可以请到完我所认识的所有人？？<br /><br />我的装扮会是怎样呢？<br />我的婚纱要是全白的...<br />老公也要当白马王子...<br />我的伴娘要是cw...<br />伴郎...不懂呢...<br />我的家人要全部出席...<br />老公家人也是全部都到呐....<br />婚礼要举行在草原上...<br />自助午餐...<br />老天爷..拜托...天气放好点...别下雨啊！！！<br /><br />门口要放我和他的照片...<br />一张心形大卡片让嘉宾们写下祝福语....<br />草原中放着一架白色钢琴....<br />钢琴周围都用花布置着...<br />周围花草树木...<br />婚礼开始..<br />老公在草原中弹琴...<br />自弹自唱一首写给我的歌曲...<br />结婚进行曲响起....<br />我牵着爹地的手走向草原中央...<br />全场围着我们拍手～....<br />爹地把我的手交了给他...<br />他接过我的手..紧紧地握着....<br /><br /><br />在上帝以及今天来到这里的众位见证人面前，我 黄日可 愿意娶你 陈淑桦 作为我的妻子。从今时直到永远，无论是顺境或是逆境、富裕或贫穷、健康或疾病、快乐或忧愁，我将永远爱着您、珍惜您，对您忠实，直到永永远远。<br /><br />在上帝以及今天来到这里的众位见证人面前，我陈淑桦 愿意嫁你 黄日可 作为我的丈夫。从今时直到永远，无论是顺境或是逆境、富裕或贫穷、健康或疾病、快乐或忧愁，我将永远爱着您、珍惜您，对您忠实，直到永永远远。<br /><br />他为我戴上戒指...<br />我为他戴上戒指...<br />他亲在我的脸颊上...<br />全场幸福洋溢.......<br />真甜蜜=)<br /><br /><br />当然接下来..<br />他要为我说一段话..<br />一段他不会在众人面前说过的话...<br />我们结婚影片接着播在大大的荧幕上...<br />大家可以开始享用美食...<br />四周有waiters, waitress捧着红酒橙汁...各种各样饮料..<br />另一端有一个巧克力瀑布..<br />让小孩在哪儿聚集吃巧克力...<br />钢琴师在中央谈情...<br />我和他忙着和人家yam se=)....<br /><br />姐妹们聚集...<br />我大力的把花往后丢..<br />某姐妹接住了..<br />但其他人也不用失望....<br />全场男士一人捧一束花送给女士...<br />美的那个可能还会收多几束花？<br /><br /><br />一些表演嘉宾在表演..<br />但千万别把我的婚宴搞着演唱会..<br />当然一定要有芭蕾表演！！...<br />一些小朋友表演..<br />我爹地要上台唱歌...和我妈咪唱情歌？<br />还有老公巴比和妈咪也是...嘻嘻...<br />大姐二姐弟弟也一定要表演给我看...<br />要跳舞！！哈哈...<br />特别为我设计的舞蹈....=P<br /><br />接下来是我老公的愿望..<br />他的dream car被驾到入口..<br />我和他坐上车...<br />一起往我们新家驶去.......<br /><br /><br />好美好美的梦<br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-6293975749834881560?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-6565463837635187002010-03-06T20:15:00.002+08:002010-03-06T20:31:35.413+08:00被荒废的部落........<br />其实我真的很懒惰写呐....<br />最近越来越忙...<br />而写部落对我来讲...<br />已变成很浪费时间的一件事情...<br /><br />和老公一起的时间..<br />快到一年了...<br />这一年....对我来说..真的是很大的转折...<br />对我性格..人格...想法...都变得好不一样...<br /><br /><br />可能对于其他朋友来说..<br />我让你们无法靠近了...<br />我的好朋友们...都好像变得很陌生了...<br />以前常参的朋友们..<br />是不是很久没见到那单纯可爱的我了呢....<br /><br />其实这样的改变...<br />我很喜欢....<br />我很喜欢现在的自己...<br />老公的影响力真的很大...<br />他真的让我懂了很多事情...<br />我真的成熟了不少...<br /><br />很多朋友好像开始很担心我了..<br />因为认识了他..<br />我生活点滴都只有他...<br />好像以为我变了..<br />变得怎样了又不知道...<br /><br />不管怎样..<br />我觉得很幸福就是了..<br />我确定了自己的目标..<br />我要做的 ，我想做的...<br />我自己会知道..我也懂得承受...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />这...是给你看的...=)...<br /><br />我过得很好=)<br /><br /><br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-656546383763518700?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-84631878312051755762010-02-19T14:52:00.002+08:002010-02-19T14:56:14.144+08:00很后悔...為何自己無法再忍耐一些....<br />很后悔...為何要把感受都說出來...<br />很后悔...為何自己不一開始就說了出來.....<br /><br />我沒有變！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！<br /><br />但都來不及了......................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-8463187831205175576?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-74663958633673156282010-02-17T23:16:00.002+08:002010-02-17T23:43:50.653+08:00今天我..做了一件..我知道我一定會后悔的事情...<br />可能現在的我...已經在后悔了...<br />但這已經是不能再回頭的路了...<br />因為我已經..........真的介意了.....<br />其實我......忍哭忍得好辛苦...<br />我真的好愛哭...<br />我想不要讓媽咪那么失望的..<br />我已經假假很瀟灑了.....<br />但有誰懂...<br />我的心已經徹徹底底的裂開了...<br />我已經感覺到它是痛的..<br /><br />我以為哭完了就會沒事了...<br />但是一個人在哭...哭完要假裝沒有事情...我已經試了好多次了...<br />我沒說我沒錯....我越來越覺得自己真的很錯了...<br />都是我的一句話...一切..才會開始的...<br />一開始我的確很任性..想說為何每次都是我找他....<br />當我知道...就算我不再找他....<br />對他來講...都沒關系的時候...<br />我真的徹底失望了....<br />我是不是媽咪的女兒中...最失敗的那個.............<br />我覺得再這樣下去...我自己也下不了臺..<br />總要有人先開始說話...<br />而且那個人....絕對不可能會是你........<br /><br />我真的以為這一次又好險的過了.......<br />但是........為什么我來找你...<br />你也好像不在乎....<br />你不緊張我為何那么遲都還沒到你家嗎？<br />你不緊張幾時會見到我嗎....<br />你已經完全沒有那個感覺了！<br />還沒到你家之前...<br />我又失望了一次..............<br /><br />我其實不是真的很想哭的...<br />我不想在你面前哭...<br />被冤枉被誤會的感覺....是我最不能忍哭的.....<br />哭之前...我都花了好大一分力氣忍住的..<br />雖然我一直都是個敗者....<br />提抗不住我的眼淚....<br />我哭...絕對不是博同情...<br />我也不想的.................................<br />我懂女人的眼淚用得適當時,是武器....<br />用得不適當的時候....只會令你覺得很煩..................<br /><br />我...是一個真的很平凡的女生而已......<br />我一直有的三個愿望...<br />你都懂的....<br />我最大的愿望...<br />就是當你的好老婆....<br />就只是這樣而已....<br />你可以說我騙你...可以說我愛美...可以說我任性頑皮幼稚....<br />但你不可以說我hiao...<br />不可以說我愛和男生玩...<br />不可以誤會我的性格！<br />我自從認識你...<br />我就沒把其他男生放進心里...<br />我和每個男生都開始保持距離....<br />我連自己男性好朋友...<br />我都全斷絕聯絡了！<br />而你...<br />你是怎樣想我這個人的...<br />我背負一個只有情人沒有朋友的罪名.......<br />你卻還是沒有相信過我..................<br />我只想好好的交朋友....<br />我沒有想過背叛你...<br />我有很過分了嗎？？<br /><br />我承認我愛打扮..<br />我媽愛幫我打扮...<br />我愛三姐妹一起打扮....<br />我喜歡做的事情........都不能做了...<br />你懂很辛苦的嗎？？<br />當你愛做一件事情我不讓你做..<br />你會說：我管你啊...女人別理那么多....<br />你只體會到自己的感受...<br />你會為我設想嗎？？？<br /><br />我哭不停了.........................................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-7466395863367315628?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-53414269058418744512010-01-24T23:29:00.002+08:002010-01-24T23:42:11.872+08:00i m so so so busy...T.T<br />so so so tired....T.T<br /><br />a lot of homeworks...<br />homestuffs...<br />schoolworks...<br />test.....<br />n others..<br /><br />but...i still stick to him everyday...<br />totaly no time to write a post...<br /><br /><br />but...i m here to announce...<br />our online business website...is now done!!<br />n we start our business right now...this moment...<br />please come to visit....<br /><br />www.ilovebookdress.blogspot.com<br /><br />n support support me=)<br /><br />time to bed......<br />nite nite...<br /><br /><br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-5341426905841874451?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-8229258641119970852010-01-02T23:10:00.000+08:002010-01-02T23:11:11.217+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9eoCTReZI/AAAAAAAAAj8/7eFeI_ix0Z0/s1600-h/DSC03755.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9eoCTReZI/AAAAAAAAAj8/7eFeI_ix0Z0/s200/DSC03755.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422156518282852754" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">before a date...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">every girl will dress up herself until her boyfren pick her up...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">for boy?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">he will be sleeping....until his alarm ra</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">ng n times ....n?continue his sweet dream....until his girlfren get mad...</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">tis is the situation of my lovely first date...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">i have dressed up myself...at 1pm...n waiting for his call....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">n....he wake up at 5pm n told me he is not cuming anymore......</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">he nearly ruin my first date...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">but..i m not goin to give up like that...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">i drove to his house...to wake him up...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">how can he do t</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">hat for our</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"> date...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">finally he woke up...n went to bath...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">we spent nearly 45 minute in his room..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">for him to "tam" me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">actually tis is a easy job...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">as my eq is super high~...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">then...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">we went to seoul garden to have our dinner.....<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9eowIcGdI/AAAAAAAAAkM/Ntky_seAH4w/s1600-h/DSC03739.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9eowIcGdI/AAAAAAAAAkM/Ntky_seAH4w/s200/DSC03739.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422156530585442770" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9epfTWMdI/AAAAAAAAAkU/4a0hzeMWkgY/s1600-h/DSC03743.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9epfTWMdI/AAAAAAAAAkU/4a0hzeMWkgY/s200/DSC03743.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422156543247659474" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9ep3Bi50I/AAAAAAAAAkc/AkZJibZ-8HY/s1600-h/DSC03744.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9ep3Bi50I/AAAAAAAAAkc/AkZJibZ-8HY/s200/DSC03744.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422156549615445826" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">at </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">first...</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">it was a sweet dinner.</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">..<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9eoncdQCI/AAAAAAAAAkE/G79mITLg9OU/s1600-h/DSC03741.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9eoncdQCI/AAAAAAAAAkE/G79mITLg9OU/s200/DSC03741.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422156528253485090" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">but it end up with little argument...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">he lied to me...T.T.........</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">but ...at least...in the end of the date..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">he did sumting really sweet to me.....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">he worried to let me drove alone..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">so he drove his car n follow me back home....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">thx....</span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9fEV6Mh6I/AAAAAAAAAkk/atv_lAJW1BU/s1600-h/DSC03747.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9fEV6Mh6I/AAAAAAAAAkk/atv_lAJW1BU/s200/DSC03747.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422157004582717346" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9fE21ORUI/AAAAAAAAAks/grwDx3uyx0c/s1600-h/DSC03749.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3A1-lHt4Jdk/Sz9fE21ORUI/AAAAAAAAAks/grwDx3uyx0c/s200/DSC03749.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422157013420229954" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">tis is my f</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">ir</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">st</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"> date of 2010...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><<你让我又爱又恨>></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />night babe~<br /><br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-822925864111997085?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4936514392940214488.post-70220023032035627122010-01-02T12:56:00.001+08:002010-01-02T23:09:42.080+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">hapii new year..=)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">this should be yesterday post~</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">but fever =(...slept a lot~</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">the first post of 2010...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">what should I post about??</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">christmas of 2009?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">i din take much photo..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">just went to small genting wif him to c sunset~...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">but i like the date...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">we always like to go sumwhr that just me n him...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">no one else~ </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">n thx for his christmas present...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">a lacoste couple T from him...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">of course..for him..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">i knitted a hp cover for him...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">hmm....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">it has been a week i din c him le..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">even new year eve or new year..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">we din meet each other d...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">laogong a laogong...i havent meet u in 2010...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">hehe....the first day we meet in 2010...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">should start with a sweet...memorable date...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">no more argue...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">i have dress up myself...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">waiting for your call...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">todai must take a lot of photo...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">as long time din update photo in facebook n blog d...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">miss u miss u~...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">pick up me faster~</span><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4936514392940214488-7022002303203562712?l=jayelovematthew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jaye Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13478421681219967383noreply@blogger.com